Dear Lovely

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They wonder why I have no heart, you should ask the causes
They split my w in half, that's too many losses
Even though I have no reason to, I try my hardest
I loved you too many times cause that's just how my heart is
I'm heartless, from my past, but they don't understand me
You never had one and that's fine, I made you my family
I only saw you in my eyes, I never had a plan b
So maybe that was my demise for being all I can be
I'll never make the same mistake, the younger me was foolish
But even in my absence of mind, I was never stupid
Love is the greatest of all drugs, cause we all abuse it
My dreams of you and I ended cause they were never lucid
Fault me, for no control of how we faded harshly
Crossed me for the last time, that's the day you lost me
Largely, it was caused by the way you saw me
But even though we grew apart, I still love you partly
It's 2 am in LA and I'm overthinkin'
So many scars that you gave, tell me what's the reason
I plugged the hole in my heart just to stop from sinkin'
I numb my pain with these cups, tell me what we drinkin'
I wish it was, but breakin' up is never painless
It took me too many years to understand what pain is
I would've stayed there in the dark, cause I'm not used to changes
But I realized there was light when I found out what change is
I hate it, I'm all alone when you're with my replacement
But truthfully if I had stayed, I would've harbored hatred
I think back to the better times when you made me elated
A fantasy in disguise that made me stay complacent
I apologize for my habits, sometimes my mind is hectic
I fight these battles inside like the C-19 infection
It's hard to be a better you when you're just always stressin'
All I want in this life is some fuckin' real affection
Vices, I can name many, and they all have prices
Drugs, money, and love, they all can make you lifeless
The day you left me to die is when I finally decided
If hate takes over this world, I'll still be there to fight it
Trust me, I'm not perfect, but only God can judge me
Roughly, I saw a future, but it turned out ugly
Funny, there's no knife, but somehow you cut me
Dear lovely, I don't know why, but I still hope you love me

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