If Only

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If only I'da kept calm and carried on and did no wrong
Just did my songs and yeah that's all
But I let myself get caught up off some IG post
Media gangsters love to boast while they be doing the most
Running they mouth with backstabbing oh that's what's happening?
I'm ready to take action step
quick and start blasting
Ain't nobody laughing I get to taxin' for satisfaction
Now I'm indicted for bashing, while they're clapping
Repercussions and recourse got me feeling serious remorse
Should a used and alternate source instead of deadly force
Help me out somebody, help me see my ways
If only there were greener pastures and brighter days
If only this was just a phase with some foggy haze
I should have took a deep breath and just seen how it played
But damn this is crazy, it shouldn't of phase me
And just maybe I could stand a chance if God could save me
Now where's my lady? where's my lady? I need ya baby
I miss them bedroom games, family cookouts and crazy days
I corrected my ways but its 2 late cuz I'm here 2 stay
Now baby I'm really sorry and I'm asking for forgiveness
If only I could take it back I'd do it with the quickness
But instead I had a sickness, just ask the witness
If only I'd have minded business, I wouldn't be in this
Now hindsight is a mother when you staring at years
Now there's nothing but tears and hard times to fear
I'm really sorry mami, but I'm filled with so much anger
I'm staying mad all the time so now I'm dancing with danger
The voices in my head man they pressing for violence
I'm trying to shut em out cuz I don't want nothing but silence
It's hard to understand, but I'ma beg ya to try
This can't be the end I'm asking the question why
Dear lord if you can hear me then PLEASE don't leave me guessing
I'm standing in this courtroom and I KNOW u see me stressing IF ONLY
The moral of the story is rationalize your thought
It ain't the same chasing the fame when you get caught
Think twice before u act out cuz ain't no second chance
I'm staring at the sky knowing that this is my last dance
If only...

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