FUNNY GUY (feat. J.Hawk)

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Calcutta

Calcutta is an alternative rock band formed in 1995, in Camarillo, California. Their musical influences include U2, Rush, Jimmy Eat World, and Smashing Pumpkins. From small beginnings as a garage band, Calcutta quickly set themselves apart by garnering a loyal following in Southern California. The band's success has been noted in local media outlets like the Ventura Country Star, CSUF's Daily Titan, UCLA's Daily Bruin, UCI's The New University, on radio stations like 95.1 KBBY, and also on websites like www.buzzcast.com, www.purevolume.com, and www.themusicedge.com. more »

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Don't wanna be awake, this shits too hard to take
Yet I can't make myself, just ball up and wait
For another mother fucker to be taking my place
I just gotta be special, or there's no air like space
And that's not a punchline, its like I'm suffocating
I go through all that hard work, just to choke on air in places
Actin all tough, then I go home and sob
I'm not the funny guy, I don't wanna be robbed
Of everything that's special bout me, just to be called
A "retard" and a "clown" so I hide all my qualms
With every single person who might even have the balls
I don't want to die, yet I can't stand to breathe
My parents don't care, that's why I wear the sleeves
Can't even think a reason why I shouldn't leave
When I go home, I get beat with a bottle, and so I drink til' I'm hollow
Aching and wasting tomorrow faded like Walker it's dark though
So I hide all my scars, along with my feelings
It's better if a clown, just don't enjoy the fielding

F*ck

Just got home from my friends after a coupla drinks
Got a fucked up state of mind as I lean over the sink
Pukin my fuckin guts out as I'm starting to think
Why won't I toss my life right over the brink
Thinking bout life n death as I'm starting to see
Not a single soul in this world will care about me
Started realizing when I was taken from my family at three
This life is fuckin mine and my knife is the key
To take it right now, as I fall on my knees
Sobriety kicks in, f*ck, where is the weed
Can't go to the dispensary, cause I'm just a teen
I been getting sick of shit and I been ready to leave
Can't take this fuckin bitch or her fighting with me
Maybe I can leave, spread my wings and fly
With all of that marijuana, just tryna get high
But at the end of the day, I'm still the funny guy

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