19/05/01

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It feels like I'll never change
Cause when I think of you
And the things that we've been through
Girl, The feelings still the same
I just wish I would've known
That the things that I was Doin'
Was causing so much pain
I brought nothing but issues to the table
We'd probably still be together if I was stable
You told me change and I wasn't able
Girl, I still got all these problems
I hate to say that I still got my issues
Thought by now I would've solved them
I Hate to say it but it's not that simple
Girl, Loving me is such a process
Seems like I'll mess up regardless with you
I wish I wasn't complex
But I make you go insane
It's like you running through a maze
I'm Putting walls up
Like you're trapped in different boxes with me
Love ain't like the things we see on Disney
I know sometimes I did you dirty did you filthy
If you had anger issues, swear you would've killed me
But you the only one I've wanted
Cause I'm a better me when you with me
& you the only one that loved me for the real me
And no Matter the distance the love is still deep
Look
I'm in my thoughts drowning right now
I Feel like crying right now
All the past mistakes that I made
Came back to bite me right now
It's hard to process, I'm seeing now where I lost it
You told me that I was toxic
I finally realized it right now
If we were still together we'd probably be fighting right now
It's always make up and break up, within that cycle girl how
Did you up with me honestly? And all that back and forth
One moment it's peace and love
& The next we're going to war
I wish I dropped my selfishness and catered to you
Instead of being defensive and always making excuses
I got no hold on my temper, I'm always changing my mood
I won't admit it, I got too much pride to say I miss you
Can't change for someone else if I never made changes for you
So every relationship the same, it's just Deja With Vu
& Every time we get it wrong, we fight and then break it of again
It often gets me thinking bout the way I did you
Sometimes my mind got me thinking that I need somebody
But the mind and heart are different so the feelin' ain't true
It's Got me thinking that I'm looking for somebody to love
But to be honest it's tryna find a Replacement for you
I never knew a heart had value 'till I lost yours
& tryna fight for what we had is like knocking on a locked door
& I know We still got each other's numbers
And follow on social media
But I just wish that you and I could talk more
Cause now I'm sitting in a cold place
I really wish I wasn't caught up in my old ways
You always cross my mind and
You're never looking both ways
& I ain't tryna sub you or get at you or tryna throw shade
I just really miss you and I promise that I'll do better
Even if it's at a slow pace, one day I'll improve
I just hope that you'll still love me like the way that I love you
You'll always be my soulmate

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