Suicide Letter

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I know y'all don't give a f*ck about me
And I just wish y'all stop acting like y'all do
The day I do die, I know y'all all gon' be there
But respectfully, f*ck all y'all

Walk a mile in my shoes from the very beginning
It don't matter what I do, they still paint me a villain
Father God look I'm sorry for them times I was sinning
Lost soul tryna find and make a way up to heaven
Life really getting hard but I know it's gon' get harder
I got my guard up daily, on my mind be my daughter
When it's all said and done I hope my son got his father
I'm depressed, so don't text, I don't wanna be bothered

While I steady feel love, they ain't really feeling shit
Pops flew up above and it ain't even much hit
Until I got a little older, old enough to understand
He was gone for good, why can't I never keep a friend
I just push them all away and every time I wonder why
I don't really care to stay but I really do try
Want to tell you what I know but I'm just not that type of guy
Introverted to the fullest, hard to even say hi
I ain't shy, no I'm just scared, I been hurt a lot
I hope you die, that's what she said, that shit hit a spot
A girl I got engaged to want me dead, triple dot
And that girl my baby momma, that's a fucked up plot
It be hard to open up but I don't really care now
I kept my feelings locked up but I can finally share now
And understand that I'm a man but I admit it, I ran
From my problems and pain, now it's time to take a stand

Walk a mile in my shoes from the very beginning
It don't matter what I do, they still paint me a villain
Father God look I'm sorry for them times I was sinning
Lost soul tryna find and make a way up to heaven
Life really getting hard but I know it's gon' get harder
I got my guard up daily, on my mind be my daughter
When it's all said and done I hope my son got his father
I'm depressed, so don't text, I don't wanna be bothered

Black sheep, blood creep, fam' don't give a damn
Stop faking like I ain't a f*ck up, I know I am
Better days gon' come, that's what they tell me on the 'gram
I just pray if I'm in danger that that pistol don't jam
Joint custody, I got it but she still on f*ck shit
And I ain't tryna contempt her but I just want to get my jit
Tryna sabotage a nigga like we in competition
Tryna crop me out the picture, why you tripping, just listen
You don't want me, that's cool but you hurting CJ
Putting niggas in our race like a fucking relay
Probably think the shit you doing okay, huh
I bet you thought I wasn't gon' have shit to say, huh
I been silent for so long, now it's time to be heard
Lot of shit been on my chest so imma speak on what occurred
I'm a mess, holding on, tryna raise and lead a herd
Y'all keep telling me I'm blessed when that shit is just a word

Walk a mile in my shoes from the very beginning
It don't matter what I do, they still paint me a villain
Father God look I'm sorry for them times I was sinning
Lost soul tryna find and make a way up to heaven
Life really getting hard but I know it's gon' get harder
I got my guard up daily, on my mind be my daughter
When it's all said and done I hope my son got his father
I'm depressed, so don't text, I don't wanna be bothered

Seen death plenty times, we familiar with each other
Neighbors seen me on the news when I got in that trouble
I was fucked up about that girl Tasia, I used to love her
Locked up while she cheated on me, it's still pressure
Almost got a nigga killed, I ain't lying it got real
I cut her off the same night and I ain't even fully heal
The first bitch I ever fucked, that's a shocking reveal
F*ck that cheating ass hoe, she ain't worth an appeal
Not too long after that I had my first born
With a girl name Keia, took my trust and left me torn
Told her about the shit with Tasia and she ran with it
Cheated with the same nigga, I just don't understand it
Took my secret and my pain, reenacted that shit
Claiming love, whole time you discredit that shit
Now I'm done with that shit and y'all should all know why
If I leave a little early, this my fuckin goodbye

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