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I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can cut em off till there's nothing else
Mixed emotions keep colliding
Adding's harder so I keep dividing
Actually smarter cause I seek surviving
Run from myself I keep hiding
And the less you carry
The mess'll vary
Like a desperado but then stress'll scare me
And push me towards the steps I barely
Even know
Even though
I made the choice to pay the price
I was gave a voice I was gave a right
I'd make the point
I'd make it twice
I was made to destroy
made to fight
Lay it all out like a blueprint
Make it all about what the mood is
Say it out loud get it set in stone
Just like a motherfucking shoe print
I'm so stubborn, bitch so what
It's like I'm sunburnt
Hurt by touch
Shake like shutters this storm's so fucked
Cause I discovered why I hold a grudge
Mad at myself so I hate to deflect
And tackle myself with the anger instead
I feel bad for myself puts a pain in my chest
I'm an asshole well I just fake like the rest
I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can hold a grudge yeah
I can hold a grudge yeah
Uh
I can cut em off till there's nothing else
I can cut em off yeah
I can cut em off yeah
I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can hold a grudge yeah
I can hold a grudge yeah
Uh
I can cut em off till there's nothing else
I can cut em off yeah
I can cut em off yeah
Anger filling my blood stream
Paper filled with my grudge schemes
Hate to be different
But love to be secluded so no one can touch me
Piss me off I'll cut you off
I don't need people I'm better off
On my own
Solitary
All I know in my sanctuary
Mortified of my own mind
Lie to myself say I'm born to rise
Like I'm immortalized
But it's more if I
Stay away in my corner I
Was quarantined before the quarantine
Tell myself I need more sleep
Don't really think that's the problem
Just wish everyone ignored me
I get pissed off so easy
And make dumb decisions
I don't like how you treat me
And it's subdivision
I'll do anything I want
Loyalty's all that I got
You turn on me don't think I forgot
You lie to me then f*ck you I'm gone
I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can hold a grudge yeah
I can hold a grudge yeah
Uh
I can cut em off till there's nothing else
I can cut em off yeah
I can cut em off yeah
I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can hold a grudge yeah
I can hold a grudge yeah
Uh
I can cut em off till there's nothing else
I can cut em off yeah
I can cut em off yeah
At the end I have no regrets
No credits roll when the show ends
Numbers drop
Hunger stops
No one left to support when another flops
Friends I had
Wrote em off
For some dumb reasons that I forgot
I'm too immature to admit when I'm wrong
Too insecure so I put it in a song
Don't mean there weren't lines crossed
Maybe I just overreacted
Still don't think it was my loss
I just don't like the way it happened
Too quick with what I thought
Sometimes I regret the way I acted
Still won't say that it's my fault
And I don't feel bad so quit asking
Never say sorry or apologize
Don't mistake this shit for something I
Can't take back
I'm just saying that
I no longer see red when I shut my eyes
Hatred died must've drained off of me
Same inside but no animosity
I made a line no one else is crossing me
The rain subsides and the flowers blossoming
Made my peace with the situation
Licked my wounds brushed off myself
Made what I reap from a bitter place and
Let it be known just how I felt
But life goes on
Lights are drawn
Curtains roll and the hype is gone
But what do you do when the fight is gone
And you haven't yet learned right from wrong
I don't feel bad
I never will
Layers peel back
Head to heels
I learned to relax
And let it spill
It's tough to swallow like a fucking pill
I can hold a grudge like nobody else
I can cut em off till there's nothing else

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