Could Never Plan This

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N@te & JO SEPH

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Walk through life with no plan
Mom and dad said boy get up and stand
You better work hard and become a man
But I'd rather stay home and rap
Wanna talk about feels and they laughed
I'm so depressed but they don't understand
They don't see the scars above my hands
They don't feel the knife that's in my back
I'm sorry that I can't control my anger
I know that my life's been in danger
I look in the mirror and I see a stranger
I look up to god please hear this prayer
Please heal my heart and patch up these wounds
I love you, but don't wanna meet you soon
I'll shoot for the stars, but still hit the moon
Just make sure life's not mine to lose
I lost my job, got to make this music
And I lost my car, my life feels so useless
Failed out of school, man I'm just so clueless
And I almost died, Lord I'm bout to lose it
I had my life
But I just blew it
All my relationships
I have ruined
Got a bomb in my heart
And I can't diffuse it
While the people
Try to abuse it
Am I wrong
To pray for peace everyday
Am I wrong
To be so full of hate
Am I wrong
To quit after this long wait
Am I wrong
To push everyone away
No seriously
Am I wrong
For putting pen to paper
And pain in songs
For too many years
Don't know what's going on
I need a miracle
So I look up to god
I try to trust god, but he makes it difficult
I always try to pray with every syllable
I think people are new, but they're always typical
I know loves real, but it feels so mythical
Look in my eyes
Tears along my face
Cry out to god
I hate this place
Gave the moon and stars
All they want is space
Became part of the world
And lost my name
I've lost it all
Won't get another chance
It's hard to love god
If you don't know his plan
You need to trust him
Put faith in his hands
Buts it's hard to trust
An invisible man
It's my life and I've had enough
'Cause every time I gave
My heart got crushed
Tryna finish the race
But always get rushed
I'm the only real left
I'm the last of us
No matter what I just feel like this ain't right
I miss the days when our love flew like a kite
Now there's too many trees we just crash in the moonlight
I miss the days when our loved shined so bright
Now everyday, I just stay mad at me
Thinking if we end it'll be such a tragedy
When I think about us I will feel the agony
Do you even love me anymore I need honesty
'Cause honestly
I feel like the way you been acting is so uncommonly
I want to be with you and raise a whole colony
I'm just scared that you'll see me how I see myself
'Cause in my mind I am nothing everything has wealth
Wanna rip my heart out don't care bout being stealth
Sometimes I stay with my feelings on the shelf
Yeah, and that's just how I feel
I didn't know that I was so bad with feelings
And you stole my heart now I'm fond with stealing
The sky is the limit, going past the ceiling
And ever since you came you're just someone I'm needing
But you found another guy and you started fleeing
And there was so many signs that I wasn't reading
You hurt me so bad but I haven't been bleeding
Yeah, and that's just how I feel
And now that you are gone I just can't even thing straight
Wanna call my phone now you gon' have to wait
You used me the most when my love was growing at a higher rate
No matter what you did I always gave you a clean slate
Yeah, and that's just how I feel
And now that you are gone I can no longer heal
You broke every promise when you know we had a deal
I was just the the side to your full course meal
Any time I saw you my heart beat like a band
I fell in love with you with every touch of a hand
Anything I wore was your favorite brand
And with you, I though I had my future planned
I just don't want this time to go down the drain
I wanna have our kids pictures inside of a frame
I don't wanna see you with another name
I wanna ball with you like McCollum and Dame
But I do not feel okay
I do not even know what to say
So Imma keep rapping on this song
I'm sorry my love wasn't as strong
I'm sorry it seems I didn't love you too long
I just feel like in this I do not belong
'Cause you are so perfect and I am so wrong
Could've been a crazy story not talking bout von

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