Loss of Pain

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The gates of hell
Open to the ones who fell
Angels that were burned in wells
Filled with treachery, they dwell
In the minds of people like myself
Seein' pain through my peepholes that swelled
Can't you see that I'm feeble and not well
I'm evil since I hurt the ones I had once held
Some people fantasize to hurt people for their own pleasure
But rant aside, I risked my life with a knife to sever
My stomach open, but I'm still alive and it feels like forever
This trauma from family drama in my eyes is too long to measure
For 5 years I faked bein' happy and I danced with the devil
I hurt the one's I loved, inside I was just a rebel
I cheated death twice too much, now pain can't push me down
F*ck my grave, I don't care if I die, because now

I visit the gates of hell
Open to the ones who fell
Angels that were burned in wells
Filled with treachery, they dwell

Now I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I feel the toxic rain
All over my face
I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I'm lost in my brain
Am I goin' the right way

You broke my heart and I broke it in 2
Brainwashed by diamonds, now I'm not a fool
Take the spade and dig my grave, I dare you
Come on bash me with a club, yeah f*ck you too
As the flames rise, and I greet the gates of hell
As the rain cries, and I see the man himself
As my name dies, and my memories disappear
For my sake I shoot the devil and kill him there
Gamble my life away and dance until the end
Lie with a poker face for years and don't pay amends
I lived in a full house of pain, trauma and dread
My path was straight now it's curvy and I see red
What happened? I used to live happy like royalty
I dug up and placed my burdens in the soil, see
My stained blood, disgustin' like spoilt tea
Now I have this flush of emotions goin' through me
I only argue with beloved, I'm like an ace, an elite
And it never stops, I just beg for once, just please
But f*ck it, I thought that we were supposed to be a family
But what starts never stops with destruction in between
And then everyone puts all their fuckin' anger on me
And even though it's never my fault, I always say sorry
And I am so used to it now, that I can't feel pain or have dreams
I just want to cry again, but now I can't even scream

Now I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I feel the toxic rain
All over my face
I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I'm lost in my brain
Am I goin' the right way
Now I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I feel the toxic rain
All over my face
I lost all my pain
I don't know what to say
I'm lost in my brain
Am I goin' the right way

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