I Try (feat. A'yeJayy)

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Tyrex

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So I just wanted to say
I appreciate and love all of you, and I believe in you all
Do not let your depression make you
Do not let your body define your soul, let your soul define your body
Your mind is limitless
You are worth
You are worth more than you believe
I will be the death of me
Swear I rep for god but every time I see the mirror it be like the devils testing me
I bring out my worst qualities as if it's best for me
But I guess that self destruction really is my destiny
I been in a different place
Mentally
I do what I gotta if it's really meant for me
Sometimes I second guess if I'm the best be
And then I recollect I am what they pretend to be
But lately I'm like what the f*ck is wrong with me
I'm fucking up my life I feel it burning consciously
I'm straight but as of late I lost a lot of things
I throw it away and then complain when I ain't got a thing
But really I'm just feeling shit I never felt
My emotion in this music's like a cry for help
I'm speeding through decisions till the tires melt
But really I should focus on my mental health
I don't want to see my unborn child have to suffer from depression
This aggression that I'm stuck with
Is really just a burden that nobody seems to f*ck with
I need to get some help
I'll do it for myself
Because I get so angry when I'm fighting with my girl
No, I'd never touch a hair upon her head
No, not a curl
But when I hurt her heart it's like I really hurt my world
I'll do it for my child
Cause u know that I'm a thorough ass nigga
If you upset
They said they'd hit me up and they ain't never hit me up yet
My motive is my family
I'm feeding 'em the buffet
I'm grinding cause I'm tryna be a man like Warren Buffet
I done been down these roads nigga
Been down this slope nigga
I lost hope
And severed the ropes tied to my heart
I was running from my future
I was tryna to depart
I was living life the fullest and defining my art
Yeah
I don't want no love if you ain't ride wit me
If you hate me then you hate me just don't lie to me
Imma come correct and imma make it clear
I don't need you pussy niggas you was never there
I was here grinding on my dolo
Nobody gave me nothing oh no no no
I know that you never really loved me
So if you ask for something that's a no go
Niggas prolly say that I ain't shit and imma never win
But even through my sins I'll make amends and make some dividends
I was in the ends they call the trenches tryna get it in
But imma be a father so I can't get stuck up in the bin
I gotta do it
Got a brain I gotta use it
Can't fall under no influence
F*ck em bitches, such a nuisance
Loyal nigga, Imma prove it
If u bitches thinks u catch me slipping
Then u hella stupid
You can't catch me slipping dufus
Nothing else was ever the same
If you to blame
I hope you niggas perish in flames and die ashamed
I tried to give you niggas the pain inside my brain
And now you looking at me insane, it's insane
I'm drained and been slain
My name is in vein
But still I stand tall
When it's battle I take aim my nigga
Cause I gotta do it straight from my the heart
If I wasn't a man before then this is the start
Yeah
I was down in the dirt
All I know is myself was to blame
Deep down I was hurtin
I'm just tryna get over this pain
I try, I try, I try
To make it out
I try, I try, I try
To make it out of this depression
I gotta do it for my family, I
Gotta work on my aggression
If I'm gonna be the man I wanna be
I gotta do it for my family
I gotta do it for my family

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