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I have good days, I have days where I am sound
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll say I'm good all around
Cause I'm feeling intact, feeling stable like the ground
Even my friends in my DM's laughing with me I’m a clown
But then I got a couple loose ends I ain't figured out
I’m just trying to lose them before they try to take me out
I just speak the truth when I say these voices are too loud
So all these thoughts, all these voices, all emotions it’s time to shut it down
You better shut your mouth
I'm gonna hold it down
I'm a hold my ground
It's time to shut it down
Ay yo, 2020
Crazy year man there ain't nothing funny
Been on that grind every day just trying to hustle that money
Quarantine began to proceed a pretty ugly
Side of my life the dark side rises to keep me company
They had me mentally struggling
Man I swear I was never bugging
So hard in my life
I wanted em gone but they kept on coming
I even picked up running to keep my mind from becoming
A prisoner to my thoughts, come to find that was good for nothing
Was on the brink of losing it all man you had to watch me
I'm pretty sure I had a fall in my heart cause it got me
I'm so surprised it didn't all fall apart it was sloppy
I cannot be the only one that couldn't shake it off me
I saw my wife struggling with anxiety it caught me
Off guard when she fell hard wringing her heart making her body
Lose all control no where to go like the waves of a tsunami
Crashing her mind tears in her eyes walking dead here like zombies
I have good days, I have days where I am sound
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll say I'm good all around
Cause I'm feeling intact, feeling stable like the ground
Even my friends in my DM's laughing with me I’m a clown
But then I got a couple loose ends I ain't figured out
I’m just trying to lose them before they try to take me out
I just speak the truth when I say these voices are too loud
So all these thoughts, all these voices, all emotions it’s time to shut it down
You better shut your mouth
I'm gonna hold it down
I'm a hold my ground
It's time to shut it down
And I
Had the kind of year where all I faced was danger
Felt like Millie Bob, Eleven months kept getting Stranger
Things kept feeling like they're upside down, I'm trying to anchor
Myself to something sound and no one else, I need a favor
Life, Can you please stop the anger that I
Write with, I'm not trying to be self righteous
I just know that I don't like this
I'm in a war that I can't fight with
Real guns or knives it's
Spiritual Leonidas type of war we fighting
Only defeated when I’m self reliant
I learned a lot being in the den with lions
One thing was how to be more violent
The other taught me that my feels are lying
I spent too much time bickering and whining
While I’m rollercoaster riding
Up one day and down the next, barley surviving
Backsliding in my heart, it’s the closest I’ve been
To being alone in the dark
I have good days, I have days where I am sound
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll say I'm good all around
Cause I'm feeling intact, feeling stable like the ground
Even my friends in my DM's laughing with me I’m a clown
But then I got a couple loose ends I ain't figured out
I’m just trying to lose them before they try to take me out
I just speak the truth when I say these voices are too loud
So all these thoughts, all these voices, all emotions it’s time to shut it down
I’ll look em in the face and say it straight you better shut your mouth
They aint gon take my faith, I ain't gon break, I'm gonna hold it down
They're making a mistake if they don't think that I'm a hold my ground
It’s time to shut it down
It’s time to shut it down
I’ll look em in the face and say it straight you better shut your mouth
They aint gon take my faith, I ain't gon break, I'm gonna hold it down
They're making a mistake if they don't think that I'm a hold my ground
It’s time to shut it down

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