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AyekayThaGreat

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For years I been held back like I wouldn't make it
I'm trying to prove their assumptions mistaken
But no one would leave me alone just to take in
And now they all turn back the moment I need them
Tried to work it out all alone
Thinking that music just ain't where I belong
If I keep on going I'll be living life unknown
There might be a different place for me but when I'm on the mic I'm at home

For years I been held back like it's grade school and I'm that bad
See I'm always running but I'm doing laps not going forward when I'm on a track
When they climb the mountain they all fall back and they hit the dirt they don't call back
Cause they all give up like they don't want that 
And it's sad to see cause they weren't that bad
Man I can't tell you how many times I climbed to the top just to fall from the zone
But every single time I almost hit the throne I did that shit all on my own
So every single time that I crash to the ground I would relearn all that I know
Now every single time that I start to climb I'm just told that I should just go
I been saving up to build the studio spent 3K to record at home
Used to spend my time going off the dome in a crowd of people going toe to toe
It was cut throat now I'm blood soaked like that one note that I once wrote
Now my time is wasted I was tryna make it in a tug boat but it don't float cause

For years I been held back like I wouldn't make it
I'm trying to prove their assumptions mistaken
But no one would leave me alone just to take in
And now they all turn back the moment I need them
Tried to work it out all alone
Thinking that music just ain't where I belong
If I keep on going I'll be living life unknown
There might be a different place for me but when I'm on the mic I'm at home

Tried to work it out all alone but it wasn't worth it
Wasted my time tryna make it perfect now all the rhymes just seem like a burden
Is this where I die? now I'm not so certain trying to find my place have you heard it
When I'm on the mic and it feels so right like I'm turning to bow before the curtain
I admit that lately I been feelin' pretty weak
With the music I been working on it steadily
And now the wait of will I make it is gaining heavily
So now I gotta risk it if I fall it's temporary
Cause Imma blow any minute I'm a ticker 
So when I finish gonna diminish anybody tryna keep me outta Guinness
Imma spit it really fast if I wanna break through my limits and I'm killing syllables so many digits per second
I was afraid that when I went up I was gonna hear crickets 
Cause everybody was a critic to everything I was spittin'
I was getting a little nervous I admit it but I did it so forget it 
If you ever try to stop where I'm heading

For years I been held back like I wouldn't make it
I'm trying to prove their assumptions mistaken
But no one would leave me alone just to take in
And now they all turn back the moment I need them
Tried to work it out all alone
Thinking that music just ain't where I belong
If I keep on going I'll be living life unknown
There might be a different place for me but when I'm on the mic I'm at home

For years I been held back like I wouldn't make it
I'm trying to prove their assumptions mistaken
But no one would leave me alone just to take in
And now they all turn back the moment I need them
Tried to work it out all alone
Thinking that music just ain't where I belong
If I keep on going I'll be living life unknown
There might be a different place for me but when I'm on the mic I'm at home

When I'm on the mic I'm at home

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