What goes up @25 (feat. J. Da Real)

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J Valderrama

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(Yeah)
I don't wanna dredge up the past
(Nah)
But I don't see us ever talking again
(I don't )
Whatever it was outta my hands
(My hands)
Contemplating all that I can
Sitting at the beach in the sand
Know people split off then
You and me our song now
Now maybe I was stalling
Worst thing though was falling
Been building myself up
(Myself up)
Never what it was costing
(Costing costing)
And I drown what will blossom
(Blossom)
And depression was exhausting
So I
Moved away closer to the beach
(I did)
Hoping you'd do you and I'd do me
Utilize the change in scenery
Though lessons never set you free
(They don't)
Didn't think I'd get this far
(Nope)
Things were getting pretty hard
Sang to you my Shining Star
Though our love was never pure
I was way to insecure
(oh god)
Over now and that's for sure
Way too much to endure
That's the question isn't it
Who I could've been
Who I would've been
If I didn't sin
What I should've did
Giving in
Addiction was crippling
My crutch is what did me in
And you went in and finished it
And I don't blame you
I lost myself
you could not help
Vices came flying off the shelf
The loss I dealt
I can't describe the way that felt
I lost myself
you could not help
Vices came flying off the shelf
The loss I dealt
I can't describe the way that felt
Off top you needed me
(Off top)
Me to find peace yeah
We were something
(Something)
We were forcing
I couldn't forsee
(Nah)
Me drowning
I could not breathe like
Waves crashing
Against my teeth
yo
Hey KP
(Hey KP)
Wanted you to know that
You haunt me
I dream not dream
Things remind me
Times not sweet
You know what I mean
Elaborate shall we
See Sadly
I submit to what I fiend
I give into what I need
Wish this wasn't real
And I could fall asleep
Just wake up
Not remember anything
(Not a fucking thing)
Damn
Stuck racing
And pacing
The high I kept chasing
I left you there waiting
I left you there waiting
I left you there waiting
I left you there waiting
Waiting waiting waiting
So forgive me
Forgive for lessons
Forgive for the stressing
I'm the man I am
Because of digression
Forced my progression
I felt the distance
I should've listened
I died at 27
Counted my blessings
Epiphany granted
Metacognition
I was done slipping
You were an omission
(Sorry)
Hope I'm forgiven
Don't see it different
A hollow nightmare
Sleep brought despair
You no longer cared
I was unprepared
Time is what I need
Time to plant these seeds
Time so I could grow
Time to let you go
That's the question isn't it
Who I could've been
Who I would've been
If I didn't sin
What I should've did
Giving in
Addiction was crippling
My crutch is what did me in
And you went in and finished it
And I don't blame you
I lost myself
you could not help
Vices came flying off the shelf
The loss I dealt
I can't describe the way that felt
I lost myself
you could not help
Vices came flying off the shelf
The loss I dealt
I can't describe the way that felt

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