Numb The Pain

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Jking

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I guess I'm better
Off without you
I don't even need you
I look back on my past
And now the shits see through
It's like swimming in the see
Through plastic and garbage
It's like a land fill
But I land mine
Back in the present
Like a land mine
Praying someone will step
Wonder where my mind will land
But you won't understand
If you understand me
You would have to stand
Next to me to have your mind blown
Try to paint a beautiful picture
Of an ugly world
In fine
But if lying was a crime
I'd be fine
I guess I'm finding out now
You gotta go through hell
To get to heaven
I haven't been so comfortable
In my life I'm just hell bent
On staying where I am
It's starting to get cold I can hear my mom sobbing
Hear my dad say
It's not your time son
Walk away

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

They gave me refills
Just to refill my grave with dirt
They gave me prescriptions
With a subscription to death
I didn't expect to lead
To the pearly gates
But I was lead down a gateway
With every drug I take
Down another spiral
And up another hill
The roller-coaster had my life
Up side down
I decide to unbuckle
My seatbelt
But instead I needed to invest
In a life vest
I was drowning in my sorrow
Choking on my pity
It's not your fault
That I'm in this place
My eyes are heavy
And my heart is tired
My legs don't work
I'm not holding on
I'm surrounded by darkness
But i can see
I'm not waking up
Yall can leave me

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Where are the bodies
That will carry my body
To the gave
Carson you know you the god father
To a daughter
That you'll never let down
You'll always be my family
Dylan your a friend turned brother
Same goes for Jordan
We keep each other up
Branden your a saint
The kindest soul
Charlie you taught me what
Family meant when I was so far
From mine
And in my darkest times
And in my darkest mind
John was waiting by the line
For me to give him a ring
But sometime
There's some things
I can't tell a phone
So I'm sorry for hanging up
Without saying bye
I know you'' be a great dad
And ill be looking
Down on you and them too
Them first pair of shoes
Them first little steps
Will be
The foot prints
To blue prints
To be the happiest life
So don't you worry
It's not the end
To my story

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

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