Not Me

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All of the events that has lead up to this moment was because of me
See
I did this to myself, I gotta suffer
I have endure the pain and make sure that it hurts to the point
Where it makes me wanna change
Cause if it don't then
Leave me in pain
I'm telling you
If you knew the past me, you would walk by and pretend that you never knew me
I mean, everyone does that anyways
See
I'm so messed up to the point where
I believe that there is no chance for me to change
And if there is then don't give it to me cause I don't deserve it
You can't hate me more than I hate myself cause if that were true
Then I wouldn't be so hopeless
And I, keep praying and praying but all I'm getting is a
Silence that makes me think that my prayers are worthless and I
I think this is God telling me to either be patient or
Take this pain and suffering cause I am not worth it
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
All of my lies
I thought I was doing right
I'm sorry I wasn't the person that you needed
Help me understand, I can not comprehend
You don't have to pretend that I'm a good friend
I wanna say goodbye but I know that you'll deny
If I leave I'll be doing you a favor
The pain makes me feel important and give me a purpose
Man, I haven't even scratched the surface
And I, Wasn't chosen
Feel my burdens
And, Look at time
I'm at my lowest
Can I, Take my dosage
I'll add on purpose
And I, I can not worship cause I am worthless
And I, I feel explosive
I feel so homeless
And my, my Light is broken
I'm not the focus
And I, I'm blind without it, reveal my motives
And I, I hate my urges
I died on purpose
Can't you see, I don't wanna be me
Can't you see, that I am trying to be a better me
I wanna leave, I wanna see the new me
I need to know if it's possible to change me
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
This is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy
Is not me
This is not the man who I wanna be
Look down at me
I don't want your sympathy

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