Self War

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I've been on my own lately
Fighting all my demons but there getting to me
I just want to close my eyes and go to sleep
I'm tired of all this pain along with all the stressing
They say I'm a big dog
They tell me I'd get far
I tell them I'm alright
And give them my fake smile
But deep down I'm crying
and begging for your help
I don't need attention I need your affection
Please come take my hand and take me out the shadows
I'm fighting and fighting but it's wearing me out
I need people by me to pick me up when I'm down
I'm trying not to stress but life keeps pushing me down
I'm asking myself what's left for me in this world right now
People die everyday
What's the difference if I take my life right now
Would you go and visit me where they lay me down
Or would I be another memory that fades away
Because I contemplate suicide everyday
I swear to God I'd be sitting in a better place
I wouldn't have to worry about a single damn thing
No
No
Please
I need help
I'm not well
I'm by myself
and I'm scared
I'm in a war
With myself
Someone Help me
I've been steady at war with myself
Nobody ever noticed it I hid it very well
Family's torn apart and I can't fix it
I'm deeply saddened how the way my family handles it
I live and laugh like today will be my last
Because depression's taking over and its coming fast
Like a lucid dream I'm here but I can't scream
My friends and family only see my outside shell
Most people wouldn't last in my pair of shoes
I live with all this pain and all of this agony
I go to music for my motherfucking therapy
It really helps that's how I escape reality
I don't want your pity I just want your help
You say I don't got it that bad
No
That's cause
I wear that shit very well
Please
I need help
I'm not well
I'm by myself
And I'm scared
I'm in a war
With myself
Someone Help me
Someone help me
Someone help me please
I'm expressing my feelings
I don't know what to do
And I'm lost
Extend your hand and go ahead and get me out
Of the dark hole I found myself in
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