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Yung Fox

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This is how I do it
When I live I wanna feel it
Feel the beating in my chest as my adrenaline increases 
Feel my body's going numb
And now it's feeling like I'm dreamin 
Look around I don't feel in control 
I'm seeing all these faces 
All these people staring at me 
Now I think of all the reasons 
All the reasons why they're looking I can tell they just don't like me 
Now I look like I am feeling like I'm upset that they're staring 
But I'm tryna keep calm In control 
Expressing no emotions 

All I'm tryna do is keep my head down an just stay 
Calm my breathing talk to people so I don't feel so afraid 
But every time I talk to someone I say something I don't mean 
And then I tell them that I gotta go and I'll just run away 

An it's just not fun anymore 
I don't like 
I'm fed up 
I'm gonna go talk to someone and not mess it all up 
Here I go, I wanna stop me, I'm not havin any fun 
But this is what I gotta do to so I at least know someone

All of that from sitting in a classroom 
All of that from sitting by myself
But why would anyone be looking? 
All of them are focused on their self

These thoughts get stuck inside my head I don't know how to face it 
I think about going back to the start go back to the basics 
Back when I was by myself 
Yeah hiding in the basement 
Hiding where there's no comments staying out of all he races 

But now its feeling like a big game but I'm covering no bases 
Lett kids move up in levels, I made very easy stages 
Most people I call my friends are the ones on my pages
Talkin behind my back sayin all my time is being wasted 

Now every song I have put out I sit back and overthink it 
Thinking about if it's good and if you people really like it
Sometimes I get these comments people sayin that it's garbage 
An I like those comments more cause at least you're being honest 

But It's funny and it's weird how I give myself this headache 
Sayin mean comments are okay cause the nice ones gotta be fake 
And this can't been good for my health so then I take a sick day
Then I miss a class I fall behind and give myself an endless break

An I don't know why I do it then I sit back and write this 
A song someone can feel about real emotions 
Not a love song, not a diss 
But still a hype one I'll admit 
Usually for these songs I would have already called quits 
Got a feature said I'm done cause I get really anxious
Talking about my anxiety anything like this 
But here I go sitting through it as I become more speechless 
These thoughts they stay inside my head at night I'm sleepless 

All the things that I have ever talked about
In my songs or in my movies you don't know somehow 
I get scared when I'm alone or in really big crowds 
I don't feel classrooms or lots of kids so I'll just walkout

When I'm writing something in class I lean over my paper
An it's not because I'm tired I just start feelin all this pressure 
Like someone's looking at it so I I'll just lean over 
An erase it cause maybe its trash, an I could be better 

And this is how it is with everything what do I do 
I kinda feel like hittin up the people that I once knew 
Sure they got me in trouble but at least I'd follow thru 
With some things I know would never if I couldn't redo

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