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Lights low 
downtrotted my
Second bottle of hennessy
Thinking bout my life and if
Situations was meant to be
Burden on my mind I can't
Seem to really find the problems 
Inside my head it seems to feel like I'm
Dead to the world trigger
Flashbacks sof seventeen
Felt a numbness as
Woke up been comatose from my
Slumber, and this ain't ya
Average type of numbness 
muthafucka, picture you
Look in the mirror and feel like
You ain't There or look down to your
Hand and feel likeIt ain't
 Real, depersonalized
Is what the doctors diagnosed
To me, stress levels was high
And my psyche went Cold
Turkey, My visions was hella
Blurry could only sensitize my
Sadness shouting out in
Class could not control internal
Madness what the f*ck was going
On inside I looked to
You to try and help this lil
Problem of mine was no
Help went home that very
Day to go regain myself...

I was dreaming big envisioning
Staring at my ceiling fan
Thinking man can I live forever
I was scheming hard dodging
Pigs homies Gone can I live
Thinking man ill this be forever?

It's kinda hard for a
Dreamer in this Pessimist reality 
An optimist with optics 
Tryna take care of my
Family and communities i
Grew up in they sewers
Man polluted with 
destruction like city of linfen
Damn, dear lord why'd you
Curse me with blessing
 An empath who syncs with the ghettos
Misery murder, every
Blessing received that's why they
Crabs in a bucket, you
Show your cards and give them game they
Still kill you for nothing
F*ck em, who was there for you when
You was up in motels and hotels
Finding a place to sleep at times
Car parking lots every night
Not mention those wall rumblings
 You hit those covers, so defenseless needed
Help man, keep that anger you got
Pent-up in, til it fills up and it
Leaks right out the psyche, reacting all them
Moments they thought you done went
Psycho, NIGGA F*CK EM
They don't know don't know your
Health went home that very
Day to go regain yourself

I was dreaming big envisioning
Staring at my ceiling fan
Thinking man can I live forever
I was scheming hard dodging
Pigs homies Gone can I live
Thinkin' man I'll this be forever?

Homie I won't stop, nigga I won't quit
Nigga I keep on, Nigga I'm no bitch
Nigga, no-no, Muthafucka no-no

Nigga I won't stop, nigga I won't quit
Nigga I keep on, Nigga i'm no bitch
Nigga, no-no, Muthafucka no-no
Nigga what the f*ck you know about me!

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