Suffer in Silence

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I was reading back over this song
Rehearsing it and got emotional
It almost brought tears to my eyes
You know when you got a song that's uncomfortable for you to hear
That it's something that you should definitely let be heard
So here we go
I just had a breakdown today man snot bubbles and all
Too many sad nights with nobody to call
At least no one biased unexperienced or judging me
I wouldn’t take advice from most of you niggaz honestly
I know I need therapy but can’t afford it
But still buying shit like mental health ain’t important
I show a lot of love but does anybody care
Took a head count of those who do and saw you wasn’t there
Thought I had it figured out but see I’m failing miserably
What really is my purpose
That’s my greatest mystery
Searching for an answer from affirmations and ministry
Don’t know if God’s hard of hearing
Or just hardly here for me
Failing in my marriage
All my wife wants to do is be a parent
But we can’t afford another mouth to feed
So we never plant a seed and I really can’t I bare it
Feel all of this
But I never share it
So I suffer in Silence
Don’t want to act out or resort to violence
So I suffer in silence
If I did tell you you would probably think I’m childish
So I suffer in silence
I know you’re hurting too so it’s probably best to hide it
So I suffer in silence
Do you suffer in silence
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
I had my first emotional breakdown recently
It's different when you're sad because something really bad happened
You immediately react
But when you're letting things build and build
And then you just breakdown
That's how it felt for me
I don’t tell nobody cause I don’t want you to judge
Or cause I feel like no one really cares about us
I don’t tell you cause you won’t look at me same
I don’t tell you cause I am the only one to blame
I don’t tell you cause it stirs up too much pain
Or cause if I do I know that everything would change
If I tell you I don’t really think that it would help
I don’t tell you cause I barely even tell myself
Could come up with a million reasons why I keep it bottled in
Constantly comparing to the people that I’m following
Thinking about tomorrow and none of it’s looking promising
Sick of living if it could my spirit would be vomiting
Therapy within my community’s abnormal
Plus I don’t want nobody thinking I’m not normal
Clearly there’s a lot that even hurts to think about
Maybe it’d be better if I talk it out
Instead of suffer in silence
Don’t want to act out or resort to violence
So I suffer in silence
If I did tell you you would probably think I’m childish
So I suffer in silence
I know you’re hurting too so it’s probably best to hide it
So I suffer in silence
Do you suffer in silence
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
I know
Know that you want to tell somebody
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
I know it's super easy to just hold it all in
Don't tell nobody
And try to figure it out yourself
But my uncle told me
We're not meant to be islands on this earth
And we're all connected
And it's good to confide in somebody
So tell somebody

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