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It's a flashback!
I'm searching for myself in a hay stack
Heck that's what I say, so thrash bag!
Is 'prolly' the place where I end that
I've lost by looking at my star's back, at
Her eyes so I'm a crucifier
The ashen one, to end it all in a bonfire
Or truly I'm a squire of dames - a liar
Trickster leading to the same endless abyss
Fix the, shattered heart but I'm still nameless
Trying on faces, of a hero or a Nero
I know shit about being an aimless cog
Or being a ground zero and not just a part of this tug of war
'Cause of having my own demons crawling deep inside
No matter how far I stride, still carry a black sign
Of a sinner, never been in a party of crowned winners
But bound and obey the will of inner
Voice, unable to make a solid choice or make up a fable where nobody dies but rejoice
That's me!
I've created no saviour, I've created a bane
That thing's unattainable and I am its prey
And I don't wanna be drunk till the end of the day
'Cause it's not the way I produce
Dreams slightly collapse and there is no hope in scraps
I've been lost in laps of pain, struggle and gaps
In the shallow grey world
I try to make it black and white, track me and fight
So I will surrender
Whisper with tender you're cursed
But there is a fire with seamless thirst
That's gonna burst right to your heart through the verse tearing apart

I'm trying so hard not to break these promises
With every chance I get
It's right here in my head

I emphasize, my sickness, I
Won't be alright
The choice is mine
But hide under the pillow constantly cry inside
It's taking over me I don't wanna die
But I just feel like I have buried my
Will to live can't remember why
'Prolly' I'm an egoist I use so many "I"
Once
I saw a dream full of cages but with no birds
With no chords, I'm making a herd of words
Let them strand around the world
Bringing four deadly fellows
The picture is blurred
And I know lie tastes so mellow
But all I feel is the pressure
Caused by the real depression
Progressing dissension
And there's no countermeasure to feel pain and it's a pleasure
To my soul and aggression
I emit with the passion
I admit with no questions
But no therapy session
I just spit like Em's nation
Like I'm his emanation
But my retaliation to the world
Is not procrastinated but hurled
Down by the crown and faded
And F*ck, I've done is a tragic portrait of an artist tortured
Trapped in his own drawings
Angel with torn wings
Won't make it 'till morning
She went against warnings
Won't ascend to paradise
F*ck, I say it twice
And nobody seems to be learning
I keep standing my ground
Till I'm crushing or crowned
Till it's massive blackout
For beautiful nightmare where I want to remain
So, I pretend seeing shooting stars
In a night-sky instead of airplanes
And I'm a dreamer cause

I'm trying so hard not to break these promises
With every chance I get
It's right here in my head

I'm trying so hard not to break these promises
With every chance I get
But there's war inside my head
No zombies, no dominance
Pure rage intervention
So bye-bye world
Not getting my retaliation
Far cry twirled in the woods
Completely got lost in a mansion
And tension, I keep using those words
With a passion I ain't here to write second Perception or a Therapy session
Yes; as the music changes
Like a prismatic glass
It takes the light and ranges
Through all the moods that pass;
To condense that existence
Dissects the common carnival
Of passions and regrets
And gives the world a glimpse of all
The colours it forgets
He reaps whatever he begets
And I feel they've been released
By the one with the keys
They keep growing, I know it's contagious
Let the feast begin with outrageous
Execution
So I face changes
It's a fusion
Of fury and hate
F*ck it, I made
A pool of problems but don't watch me drowning
'Cause I know one day I'll climb up to the peak
But until it happens, I'll be proving I'm unique

I'm trying so hard not to break these promises
With every chance I get
It's right here in my head

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