The War I Lost

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Frank Jr

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It all started when i first walked into my new class
The first thing in my mind was who i am gonna give a pass
Then wanting to go back in the summer green grass
I realized, i couldnt pass the one with the nasty sas
I remember being nervous ass hel so i tried to compliment her
It started with a "nice t-shirt" from me and a thankyou from her
After that we started to message eachother, we're
Talking about our pasts and thats how we got to know eachother

The ending of september was when my feelings start to develop
I was crushed by my ex, wondering if i should do it and get up
Then i got my hopes up , things were set in motion
It was the start of october with zero commotion
The way we were talking was changing and it started to have more meaning
I felt amazing when i was walking with her, i was day dreaming
I walked her to her platform, all i thought about was kissing
Her before the vakation starts, it would have looked like a movie screening

I walked home with a feeling of regret and disstress
Cuz i thought u could never be in love with a mistress
I thought she felt the same for me, my head was a mess
So when i got home i was ready to confess
But i prolonged the conversation cuz i was full of stress
I told her how i felt and she said the timing aint bless
She wasnt ready. That was like a bullet to my left chess
But she didnt say no, so i stayed hopefull for a yes

I guess, it was just me trying to be optimistic
The idea of a relationship with her was majestic
Because our friendship had a mad fast click
There were no thouhgts of even giving her dick

Cuz then we met up, just a few times
Ofcourse with friends, it was the time of our lives
And then at home, no shoulder for the cries
The hole in my heart was growin in size
I actually couldn't accept the fact that we were "just friends"
I was wonderimg if i was jealous or pissed, it depends
Cuz it felt like she liked me to. In my head it made no sense
Then we got in a fight, and we didnt say no offense

With every fight we had, i changed more and more
People saw me change, cuz i was closing the door
Im tellin this story in big lines, cuz my hearts still sore
From the damage, hurt, cuts. the blood still poors
This is something that has a sequal maybe even a third
This would help with the pain i was assured
That i was over it and to settle it once and for all
Next up is Mrs L but its my duty call

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