Chaos (feat. Tuva Welin)
Gift Blessing
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I hate myself And I'll fucing hate you if you feel sorry for me I’m tired I’m sickly depressed Sinking in stress But don’t feel sorry for me 'cause I swear to god I did this to myself I Always gotta dream Always gotta scheme Always gotta wish For the hardest things Always gotta think I can never blink It’s my little child It’s life is in my hands But I wish that I could smash its brains out 'Cause it’s a worthless hungry parasite That’s slowly killing me within Always gotta ink lyrics with double meanings If no one hears it then it’s meaningless And I’m scared of what that means Look at all the sacrifice I made Lost my girl Lost my friends For some fans who never cared I pursued a foolish dream and lost my academic grades No wonder I don’t see my dad He probably hides behind that shame Lost my sleep Lost my mind Lost the appetite I had So I skip every dinner and leave my whole family betrayed And my guilt is eating me 'cause they keep serving me a plate But I ain't coming They will all die famished if they wait Look at the goddamn outrageous prices that I paid For a psychedelic state Got a bad trip instead of a divine high that could’ve elevated me I’m pretty damn overwhelmed So I readily might as well just dive into this very lake For I have sacrificed all the realest things in life for a fantasy I hate Funny thing is I’m pretty damn aware But for a really long time I’ve forgotten about the number of lives that I brutally put at stake For the feeling of fiddling with the vigorous pen That is building a city of literary mastery Towering towards the spirit of God Then it breaks For I’m writing to escape From the problems that I create And I’m rattling in a corner with a stimulant tablet I’m battling hell Might as well die with this child in this lake I’m Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh
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