My Mind

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Bury it deep down in
My mind
Hide it all with in
My mind
I know there was a time when I wasn't like this
Yeah, when I once smiled and it sustained with bliss
I'm obsessed in thoughts, living past happiness
It's becoming a risk, but we all have a fix
Reminiscing a lot but it all comes to fade and
The feelings I've fought but the troubles persist and
The stories are lost as I open up my book
Look, all the pages are empty
The memory's still in me so
I'll try and write it out but my pens always empty
I'll Draw the joy out but the dots won't connect
I'm Questioning what's next in a trapped state of mind
I'm longing on a chance to rewind
I'll try to Run away
Escape to the only place I know
I'm Back to my own mind
The only place I go
A little to remind as my worry grows slowly
Chase the thing I need when no one will believe
I'm hiding in a crowd of thought
Staying hooded, masked in grey fault
Lost with all thoughts I've stored inside
I'm Afraid to leave what's pure
But I chase to secure, I'm grasping but it only seems to die
But the world inside our head, it's one that's never dead
Our minds wait and we'll manipulate, as it's living to create and
Pushing for a dream looking at endless scenes
Lying at what we see just to please
Then my world freezes
As I've grown cold
As I grow old
I
Bury it deep down in
My mind
Hide it all with in
My mind
How'd this happen
What I once loved has turned cold
Scream and shout but I can't get ahold
And the older I grow then the more pain that flows
My Feelings grow tense as more thoughts are froze
I'm losing my control no
I'm suppose to let go of something held so close
Trying to get a grip and it's pushing me away
It's where I found myself, and if I stay pushing
I'm afraid I'm losing myself
No I can't let go
It's becoming vicious
Memories held close start to suffocate
I can't breathe I cant break free
I can only grieve
Watching what fell to place
Pass me by to fall apart
And words will never be enough
Captured with thoughts in a trapped state of mind
Laughs have turned to screams
And dreams have turned to endless schemes
Not wanting to believe
I'm afraid of what I feel as I no longer relate
Hands on my head
It's taken hold
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Force myself to think
The more my head aches
I have become a lost soul
Alone in a place I used to call home
Plead for hopeful thoughts but they won't survive
No where for them to thrive
As my goodness comes to die
With them buried on the inside
How do I fight an enemy, hiding within me
Not knowing what I've become
I'm fearsome as nothing can be done
It's pushing on my hate
I'm forcing it away
I'm slowly loosing faith
No one knows where I am
I'm trapped but I've caused my own fate
I'm stuck here waiting
I feel myself fading
And as I bury it deep down in my mind
I'm hiding with it all in my mind
It's a place I don't like to be and I can't escape
All I can do is wait, hoping I'm found someday
Hood up, and lay my head down as I've got to hide away
Hide away
In my own mind
Drowning in my own thoughts

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