Growing Pains

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Yuri Khedz

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The pain is growing
I'm losing my mind
The pain is growing
I'm losing the fight
Laying there wasted
No hope, can't say shit
I know you look at me and you say you can't save this
It's too late, face it
I'm slippin' away, shameless
Surrounded by people who have too many faces
Voice sounds shaky
I try to stay brave and
Carry on tho I know with every step I'm takin'
I'm closer to failin'
Ain't got no hope or motivation to go and grow my own status
What are these days that I'm wastin'?
Man I know that I don't even deserve to make it
I look at my songs ashamed I say God do I hate this
The work of art that I poured all my pain in
Back to the days when I wasn't so lost
Back when I didn't have to go through loss
Back to the days where I saw few flaws
Back to the days where I sat and I played then
I prayed and I ate
Then I stacked all my plates
And my only worry in life was the glass that I break
When I played football in the grass with my mates
And we'd paint the picture of us stayin' up late
This my cry for help
How the hell does a voice reside inside myself
How the hell do I write what I hide and then
F*ck it, here's what it's like when you've died in hell
The pain is growing
I'm losing my mind
The pain is growing
I'm losing the fight
Born with a persona personified by some dollars
And I'm bored to be honest, I'm modest but gotta lotta
Hope
That I know I'ma rock it
I'm confident that I know nobody can stop my flow when I'm on it
Just last week I picked up the knife
So I can Slit, cut my right
Wrist, I felt like
It's time so f*ck life
Tried to cut me open but then I opened my eyes
And it was just a dream in the night
I take a sedative I said it already
I wanna be a legend so lemme
Get up ahead of these lemmings
I'll take ya to another world till u get lost in my words and immerse yourself in every single fuckin' song then
My reflection right now is hearing me speak
It's been laughing cuz I've been really bleeding for weeks
I smashed the mirror then proceeded to sink
I crashed down, hearin' somethin' bout how 'hell has been breached'
The devil says ask and you shall receive
So I asked if he could grant me my wish which is, please
Turn me into one of the fuckin' sadly deceased
Musicians the fuckin' kings of rap, the fuckin' elite
I'm lookin' at you Juice and you too Peep
X, the rest and whoever knew me
Cuz I guess I'm next
Y'all say who's he
But when I'm dead
Y'all won't let me rest in good peace
The pain is growing
I'm losing my mind
The pain is growing
I'm losing the fight
The pain is growing
I'm losing my mind
The pain is growing
I'm losing the fight

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