After All This Time

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Mom, forgive me for writing this
I know you don't like me to write sad things
I know that many of these things make me look vulnerable
But I can't do this anymore, mom
I'm tired of running from pain
I'm not escaping, no more, I know who I am and who I want to be
Yeah, all this stuff hurt at the time
But all this things also made me stronger
After all this time!
Look who I am!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
The third of five
I never understood how
People do to live life
I never understood how
To do the things right
I never had a lot of friends
When I was a kid, I just had one
Then he left
I met loneliness
I started to write
All the things that I felt
I played the notes
The notes of my pain
On a cheap piano keyboard
That belonged to my brother
I met hope
When our parents told us about her
It’s been so hard since she left
I never met her, but I miss her so much
She never stepped on this earth, but she changed my life
I got a promise to keep
I promised her to do the right thing
I was weak, I was only seven
I just hope one day... Yeah!
I just hope one day I could see her in heaven
I tried to escape, but pain is my fetter
I tried to don’t feel nothing, but life is so clever
I've been through many things and many places
But I'm sure my life is still perfect, yeah!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
I’ve been in many schools
I got used to lose
Good things for short time
I learned not to get attached
Nothing permanent
Always moving to another place
I got used to the change
I got used to lose my friends
The teachers never understood
If I’m different, it doesn’t mean I’m not good
My body was in the classroom
My mind was always in the moon
They just saw a distracted kid
But in the moon, you can find special things
Let me be real
Let me say what I think
Go to listen "headache"
And then come back here
Yes, I have TDA
But that never stopped me
I dream awake
And I walk while I sleep!
I tried to escape, but pain is my fetter
I tried to don’t feel nothing, but life is so clever
I've been through many things and many places
But I'm sure my life is still perfect, Yeah!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
My first girlfriend cheated on me
The second one did the same
It wouldn’t hurt too much
If they wouldn’t do it with my best friends
I fell in love
With a girl
That made feel
I wasn't enough for her
She made me think that I had an opportunity
But she was just playing with my insecurities
Then she left me in the middle of the rain
With a broken heart inside my chest
I healed and I kept walking on my way
After some time, I fell in love again
She was so beautiful
She was hard to believe
It took me a long time
But she knows that I exist
I hid my love for her
Then she got a boyfriend
The pain started to raise
But I hid it very well
I spent over a year being his friend
I went to her birthday party
I was always there
It was hard for me
Every time they kissed
I was dying silently
So, I wrote a whole album to her
Just to have some peace
When she broke up with her boyfriend
I told her that I loved her
But it was too late
She didn’t like me
And she was moving to the USA
Then there was a misunderstanding
She stopped talking to me
She was so angry
I didn’t have the fault
But I didn’t tell her, I don’t know why
One day she left without saying goodbye yeah!
But now we talk
And now we are fine
She's such a good person
And a good friend of mine
I tried to escape, but pain is my fetter
I tried to don’t feel nothing, but life is so clever
I've been through many things and many places
But I'm sure my life is still perfect
After all this time!
Look who I am!
After all this time!
Look who I am!
It's been three years since my dad lost his job
It's been five years since music knocked on my door
I still don't win anything, but I still have hope
I can’t cry because my heart became too cold
I met the love of my life
But she left me cause she didn't feel ready
If you are hearing this…
I miss you so much, I will love you forever
I tried to escape and now I’m so lost
I found myself but now I feel I’m alone
Yeah!
In the loneliness, where the only noise is you...
It is the only place where you can perceive
How much your life is out of tune
But no matter how tuned an instrument is...
It is useless if nobody listens to it
After all this time yeah!
After all this time yeah!
I feel so alive yeah!
I feel so alive yeah!
After all this time yeah!
After all this time yeah!
I feel so alive yeah!
I feel so alive yeah!
After all this time!
Look who I am!

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