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Dear anxiety, to the cold sweats and the night mares that I can't ever take back 
If you're just like me then I'm sorry that you ever had to go through that 
What is it that I really hide 
What is it that makes me cry 
Feeling like I can't deny 
Got my mind going crazy feeling like I wanna die 
Sometimes I don't even wanna be alive 
My demons run deep inside 
Tryna take over my life one day at a time 
I wish that someone could help me and say that everything's gunna be alright 
Walk by my side in this battle that I fight 

Cause all the lyrics that I write are real 
In room full of people and I still feel alone
Running in circles on a hamster wheel 
I'm an introvert but I'm in a different zone
Tryna figure out what I should feel 
Choosing the wrong path but I still roam 
All of my scars hoping one day they would heal 
Behind closed doors I sit there drowning in my own thoughts 
Wonder if all the things that were running in my mind want me to take shots 
Behind closed doors I cry with the blade that sits by my side 
But you see the smile that I have not the uncut version of life that I try to hide 
Behind closed doors I'm so broken 
Behind closed doors I'm still hurting 
Behind closed doors am I worth it

How do you feel about me now 
Cause I know I'd rather feel like a person 
You say I'm just their friend or I'm just that guy 
When I tried to be nice you wouldn't even say hi 
But instead I'm treated like I'm just some other dude 
That's old news when I talk to you you're so rude 
What did I ever do to be objected by you 
Behind closed doors I've been losing track of time 
Behind closed doors I've been fighting my own mind 
Sometimes I start to question with the things I write are they making a difference
The moment I started writing is when start to dive into my past tense 
But that's what got me here so do I go back turn the clock and make amends 

You got your demons and I try to be fine
I tell you I'll love you forever as long as you are mine 
How selfish is it when you show me all your love and support 
And all I leave you with is questions of doubt and how much this love is worth 
I know our story has been rocky and it's been sticky since the beginning 
But I'm telling you that you make me feel safe and everytime that I'm with you I feel like I'm living
I can tell
You think I took your trust and I used it 
I can only tell you my side of the story through my music 
I never wanted to hurt you it's like I took your love and abused it 
Became the more that I feel the more I'm vulnerable
The more that I show the easier it is to leave 
But when my world comes crashing down 
Would you want to stay around
I can't bare to lose you now 
If only you knew what you mean to me 
Without you I can barely breathe 
Maybe our love was meant to be 
I'm glad I have you in my life 
Praying you won't leave so stay a while 
Cause you're the reason that I smile

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