It's Not the Same Anymore

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I don't need a change
Don't think about it
I've seen some shit and now I dream about it
Can't sleep
It's 4 AM and it's late again and I'm thinking way too much again 
How close am I to my end? 
Is this all becoming another trend? 
I see up on TV and on the big screen all of these things that are happening to me 
I go to the doctor then to the proctor but they can't seem to find out a thing
I see up on TV and on the big screen all of these things
It's a pattern to me
I go to the doctor then to proctor but they always tell me
"Don't ask me" 
I pull up in a red Corvette looking for more sex
I wake up in a cold sweat
It makes no sense
Who am I? 
Who are you? 
I'm existential motherfucker 
Why oh why, what is why?
It's confidential, motherfucker

It's not the same anymore 
I think I need a change
I think about it
I've seen some shit and always dream about it
Deep sleep
It's 3 AM and its on again
Same Old Song is repeating then House of Balloons bleeding in with Montreal fading in 
It's the weekend and I keep believing it'll all be ok again 
I've been weakened and I'm still sleeping in this bed
It's 10
I have nightmares every night
I can't stop them from coming
All these night terrors give me light
I love the feeling coming
But why can't I get over this?
This feeling's a bitch 
I keep running over this bridge
It won't like it
I don't know how to feel ok, please, is there a way?
I don't want to feel my ok, please, just go away 

It's not the same anymore
I don't need a change 
I think about it
I've seen lots of shit so I dream about it
Don't sleep
It's 2 AM and it's on again
This feeling is seeping in
Instead of morphine
Leave it in
I'm an addict
Don't tell them 
Pour up a drink
Keep falling
Pop, uh, one pill
Keep falling
Nausea, the sink
Keep falling
Pop, uh, last pill
You've fallen 

Little bloody stains in my eyes
Haven't slept for days at a time
Bouncing off the clock when I'm high 
Devil's all around getting by 
And I could tell that something wasn't right
All that empty space on the horizon
If you can't see the throne, why even try?
I've took so many drugs
Was my first love 
And it's not the same anymore
And it's not the same anymore

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