In My Head
KAMO
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Most days go by and I spend them in my head Late nights I stay awake thinking too much, toss and turning in my bed And I stay quiet, sometimes its harder to forget the things that are unsaid I swear it feels like peace is one of those things I wont find again And if that's the case I'm fed up looking for the bright side Don't know if I'm happier listening to your dark truth or a white lie I mean if it helps then it helps, you're the drug I'm addicted to I'm walking on this fine line You've seemed to have found your happy place, why is it so hard for me to find mine Why is it so hard for me to find mine You said you would show me the way F*ck it I've got nothing left to say But you run through my mind all day I have to jog your memory Just so you think of me and still you push me away And I get it I'm a train wreck But you ruined the tracks and still I told myself to stay Even if I knew then what I know now, I'd still feel the same as today Because I'd never want to give up, that makes one of us Love can be scary, maybe that's what were running from I told you id fight for you, it's clear I haven't done enough It's supposed to be 50/50, it felt like 99 to 1 And now that you're up and gone admittedly I'm empty Feeling like the world is against me Insecurities, they begin kicking in And it's got me wondering what you want if it isn't me It's so easy for you to forget me Like we never had history Like I wasn't there when you needed me Like we weren't friends 'fore anything Like I didn't do my best to give you everything Like you didn't make me feel like I was second string Like I never even struggled with my self esteem You were always beautiful on the outside But on the inside it's a different thing And I'd never ask you for sympathy Just your reciprocity, you're killing me I thought you were gonna be my remedy I guess I expected you to be real, since I gave you the realest me I didn't think it would ever get to this level You got me questioning myself, wondering why I'm not better I stare at myself In the mirror and hate this fun house reflection I was a broken person already, you worsened the wreckage You hurt me and vanished I'm searching for answers While burning myself Internal with the words of your message Deserted and stranded And cursed from a blessing I'm learning my lesson Surely I'm destined, slowly, to start moving on Been drowning in my sorrows, luckily now its lukewarm Guess this is what it took to see each others true form Abusing heart and mind like I'm fighting two wars It's driving me insane so I'm finding a new course But I still love you and I hate that I do I could never trust you again, it's sad but it's true It doesn't matter anymore, I didn't matter to you And maybe that's because you already had someone new I'm not the type to play games that's a match imma lose I don't want to be alone but this is what I've got to choose Trying to move on, I'm followed by the thought of you The painful happiness that I have is 'cause I'm through And as days go by, I spend them in my head Still staying up late nights thinking too much, toss and turning in my bed I can't stay quiet, sometimes its harder to forget the things that are unsaid I swear it feels like peace is one of those things I don't understand
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