Take It Back
J-Riv
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I wish to make amends to any of my many friends Who had to put up with my introverted ways and tainted men- Tality a battle that's a never ending story Fighting for glory instead of fighting visions wishing head was gory Still in my stubborn ways wishing memories dissipate Making me itch to fuckin kiss the gauge I wonder how many listen to what I say Lost count how many times I wished I could run away from everybody I never felt like I was good enough for anyone Even felt like mother deserves a much better son Exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally Feeling shelved wishing help would pick me up like groceries But it's like pulling teeth for you to notice me Doesn't matter if you're close to my heart like a rosary, damn! You want more but I don't have much to give I don't wanna die but I wish I never lived... But if I can take it back... I would stand up for myself If I can take it back... I'd take care of my mental health If I can take it back... I'd give all my bullies hell If I can take it back... My mother's bank account would swell If I can take it back... I'd slap some sense into my father If I can take it back... Instead of rap I'd become a scholar If I can take it back... I would gain back my confidence But I can't take it back Now I'm dying to escape the box I'm in I wish to make amends to any of my many friends Of the female gender I've crushed on but distanced with Especially the ones still reaching out to me But after these rejections feel like God's got it out for me Love and date life is Murphy's Law hexed Owner of a lonely heart that rarely gets a yes Dating makes Dark Souls look like a kids game Especially at this age feeling crazed and insane I'm trying to hold it together I'm yearning for your heart so I could hold it forever for real F*ck the groupies that comes with fame A best friend for a girlfriend who wants my name That's a real blessing and I thought I found her But her complicated relationship wilted my heart like flowers, damn! Wish there was more I could give I don't wanna die but I wished I never lived... But if I can take it back... I would stand up for myself If I can take it back... I'd take care of my mental health If I can take it back... I'd give all my bullies hell If I can take it back... My mother's bank account would swell If I can take it back... I'd slap some sense into my father If I can take it back... Instead of rap I'd become a scholar If I can take it back... I would gain back my confidence But I can't take it back Now I'm dying to escape the box I'm in If I can take it back... I wish I wasn't introverted I tried to open up for years to my peers but it doesn't feel worth it I wish I wasn't exhausted From my main source of income when I know music is where I'm exalted I wish I was always confident Instead of spending years just to gain a little bit to still feel awkward I wish I wasn't such a coward I've let people walk all over me and leaving them behind gave em more power I wish the girl of my dreams was here I know I met her but the timing made everything between us weird The way she makes me feel's like a Michael Jackson song Had I met her sooner my lonely days would be gone Wish I wasn't born speech impaired Or mentally ill so life for me could be a little more fair Wish there was more for me to give I don't wanna die but I wished I never lived... But if I can take it back... I would stand up for myself If I can take it back... I'd take care of my mental health If I can take it back... I'd give all my bullies hell If I can take it back... My mother's bank account would swell If I can take it back... I'd slap some sense into my father If I can take it back... Instead of rap I'd become a scholar If I can take it back... I would gain back my confidence But I can't take it back Now I'm dying to escape the box I'm in If I can take it back...
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