Suffocating

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X-Isle the Wanderer

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Music going good
Got my head swole
Didnt think it'd happen
I can get low
I really think I'm trash
And I get no sleep 'cause I'm putting out my raps and I let go
And when I say I let go
I mean I been giving time
To everything in life that don't matter when I die
Don't get me wrong I love the work and I'ma keep the grind
But I'm thinking it's time to get spending some time finding
Where I'm at with God honestly been a minute
I mean I'm praying daily but really I ain't in it
I'm just hitting Him up whenever it ain't pretty
Then I'm hanging up the phone and I'm hoping he stays giving
Hoping he ain't livid
Maybe I ain't gifted
Hoping maybe praying that I stop straight missing
Maybe I been thinking that I'm saved but I've driven
Right off the road and I'm
Trapped in these vines
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find
Life getting crazy
And I'm stressed out
Vision getting hazy
I'm a mess now
Wish that music paid me
But maybe I'm moving dead sounds
Trynna be getting quiet but my head's loud
Can I be climbing out
Of this dark pit that I climbed in
I have been finding doubt
In this heart of mine thats lying
Wanna be finding how
I can start getting my mind in
A better frame of outlook
Cause suffocating I've been
Suffocating I've been
Eyeing dying like a prize when I am
Under fire diving into my demise and I could find a high
But I been high for like a year and now I might have died
And now I wipe my eyes cause I been kinda crying
But I keep a straight face cause its time to shine
I'm rhyming lines
Trynna get to place that I could finally unwind
Trapped in these vines
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find
Maybe in my prime
Maybe I'm an optimist
Wait never mind
I forgot I'm not it gets
A little too evil a little too dark in this
Nevertheless I'm on the hunt where the darkness is
Spitting flames in the game and the pain is worth it
Lit the demons up when God came and put work in
But now I'm back in chains and I just can't quit serving
Cause I gave the reigns to the king of this earth man
Now I'm hurting
I been stuck in this rut and I'm searching
I've almost had enough and I keep opening up
About the same issues aiming to break the burden
I know I'm facing heat I'ma take the furnace
Put my finger to the flame once
Anger burning
Don't know how to cool off
I say I'm learning
Trynna trust God that He made the purchase
Trapped in these vines
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find
Thorns in my bones and I'm mad and I'm blind
I don't really know if I'm making it out alive
But I hope no I pray God help me find

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