Indoctrination
Ricardo Ignacio
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When I was born I was baptized a Catholic Later on in life as a teen I was baptized as a Christian That was voluntarily And later on when I was 20 I began studying with Jehovah's Witnesses And after that I began to study with 7th day Adventists And at the age of 23 I began to study with Muslims but now Everyday I do best Hustle get the paper, and homie God bless The rest is up to fate But do I really believe That there's a God watching me And making sure I make it I used to be so sure But now if you really want it then you take it Dear, God let me make it Is what I used to cry at night As a little kid putting up a fight With the devil that tries To take control of my mind I am troubled deep inside My spirit feels broken On my knees as a teen Praying and hoping That there's a God up above A God of compassion Yes, a God of pure love At the age of 24 I had a mental breakdown I experienced revelation And it contradicted every single thing That I was taught to believe From the age of 24 up to 33 You could look into my eyes And the only thing you'd see Is a man feeling lost Despite my confidence Despite of what I claimed to believe And that's where I'm at, and so I say Dear, God, let me make it Eh, that's just colonization That's just acculturation And it stems from centuries ago The reason why I shake, why I scream When I wake, like a fiend And I can't let it go And it mother fucking shows With every note that I wrote With every spit that I flow I can't let it go No, I can't let it go Dear, God, let me make it Eh, that's just colonization That's just acculturation And it stems from centuries ago The reason why I shake, why I scream When I wake, like a fiend And I can't let it go And it mother fucking shows With every note that I wrote With every spit that I flow I can't let it go No, I can't let it go Dear, God Dear, God please don't abandon me Please, don't abandon me, God I need you more than ever I feel alone I feel like I can't make it on my own, God God, please, don't leave Man, f*ck this shit I am age 34 now And I bow down to no man But I ain't gonna lie I still find it rough trying to understand The reason why I'm here I gave myself purpose But am I feeling fulfilled Is my satisfaction real Everyday I do my best To reach my goals and make it You want it better take it It resonates in my mind Everyday I talk to God But everyday I wonder if I'm talking to myself It affects my mental health I went from praying and believing To doubting the existence The devil is deceiving Is what the voice inside of me Is always telling me And this is the result of indoctrination AKA colonization I'm well aware of it But it doesn't take the fact that I'm suffering from it It's an everyday struggle But I refuse to go back So this is where I reach The point of no return And leave alone the past 'Cause I know the origins And for lack of better words It was all fucking bad It was a fucking bag Dear, God, let me make it Eh, that's just colonization That's just acculturation And it stems from centuries ago The reason why I shake, why I scream When I wake, like a fiend And I can't let it go And it mother fucking shows With every note that I wrote With every spit that I flow I can't let it go No, I can't let it go Dear, God, let me make it Eh, that's just colonization That's just acculturation And it stems from centuries ago The reason why I shake, why I scream When I wake, like a fiend And I can't let it go And it mother fucking shows With every note that I wrote With every spit that I flow I can't let it go No, I can't let it go
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