Blue Room (Interlude)

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D.P. Johnson

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Lately this has felt like a mistake 
I think that you're already over this 
Your friends tried to write it off as toxic
I tried my best but I ain't over shit 
Life with you's like being trapped in glass 
We see each other but we always distant 
No matter how clear the picture is 
When you and I touch I can feel resistance 
I do my best to be a better man 
But it's all results and always f*ck intent 
The gap widens and I stay losing 
For somebody trying it's fucking intense 
You can never see the stress I live 
You're so blase when I cry for help
I'm aware that everybody's fighting war 
But I'm dying try to save myself 
Pushed it down to be a workaholic 
But the music's lame outside of album
I bite my flows from all my favorite artists 
I'm well aware that I'm a fucking joke 
Success is weighted by how you're pushing dollars
Can't move forward cuz I'm fucking broke
Still anxious when I grab the mic 
Cuz I know eventually I'm bound to choke
At the wrong time when it counts the most 
And I'm paranoid at putting all this time
Into a craft that someone else decides is dope 
Can't even come to claim it mine 
When it comes to half of all the shit I wrote 
Could've worked harder to perfect a craft
Instead of standing here like I can do the most
Really thinking about exiting 
Really thinking about medicine 
Hate all mirrors cuz apparently when they stare at me
They look menacing 
Wishing it conveyed exuberance 
Understanding that I'm blue as shit 
And I'm sober now so there's truth in this 
Johnson

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