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Jōhō (承保) was a Japanese era name (年号, nengō, lit. year name) after Enkyū and before Jōryaku. This period spanned the years from August 1074 through November 1077. The reigning emperor was Emperor Shirakawa-tennō (白河天皇). more »

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Mid existential crisis
Flushing out all my vices
The world seems smaller when you know what the meaning of life is
Know what the meaning of love is and willing to pay the prices
Got work in just a few hours but at 3 AM I write this
Insecurity beckons as self consciousness swells
Go joke about it on twitter, haha I just took some L's
Laugh with them so it don't hurt, you're in on it so it seems
And maybe just maybe they might turn laughter into esteem
Oh now you're the funny guy
Make us chuckle giggle and smile
Wear your flaws on your sleeve
It could all be part of your style
Attack yourself before they can like B rabbit in 8 mile
You're clever one thing that you have going for you is your guile
But what does it really solve all you feel is mental distress
Emotional unrest but you tell people that you're blessed
So that makes it all ok, or so I guess

My decision making is flawed
Mental state simply wavers
But hate letting people down
And I say yes to every favor
Defend people I love by sacrificing my image
Boisterous and outspoken, but sensitive and timid
I don't believe in limits
I get labeled as cocky
"You think you can do anything"
Who the f*ck is gonna stop me
"No one cares about your football
No one wants to hear you sing
When it comes to you, don't want to see or hear a fucking thing
You're doing this all for clout, my god you love attention
You're doing this to be mentioned
The focal point of a sentence
You want people to notice you
You're extra as f*ck
Stop talking about yourself
For once please shut the f*ck up
Be normal, everybody else gets it, sit down
You're a fucking clown, we don't want you around
Somebody needs to humble you and put you into your place
You think you're really great but really you're a fucking disgrace
And now that we told you this, don't go act like you're in your feelings
All sad and pouty and mad and frowny
Get from around me
Don't post your sad songs, or tweet your weird mysterious lyrics
We're enjoying life, your bullshit, boy we don't wanna fear it
So post your thumbs down pics with your irresponsible friends
And forgive whoever fucked you over, you always make amends
And if you got something to say, fucking say it with your chest
Stop acting all depressed boy you're blessed, and that makes it all ok or so I guess

The Older I get, the better I used to be
Before the mental distress, started abusing me
This isn't my cry for help, or a note saying goodbye
It's me looking to the sky, screaming and wondering why
All this shit in head, made me wish i was dead
Every night I would dread, all my armor was shed
But now I'm stronger than ever, over the mountain I climbed
I been reclaiming my happiness, been reclaiming my mind
I been reclaiming my smile, and been reclaiming my heart
I been reclaiming relationships, been reclaiming my spark
I been reclaiming my voice, I been reclaiming my sound
I been reclaiming my ground, I'm not fucking around
I'm not fucking around, No longer fucking around
I'm not fucking around, No longer fucking around
I'm not fucking around, No longer fucking around
No longer fucking around, Imma be just fine

You gotta love yourself
It isn't what they wanna see from you
Don't stop loving yourself
It's something that you always got to do
You gotta love yourself
It isn't what they wanna see from you
Don't stop loving yourself
It's something that you always got to do
You gotta love yourself
It isn't what they wanna see from you
Don't stop loving yourself
It's something that you always got to do
You gotta love yourself
It isn't what they wanna see from you
Don't stop loving yourself
It's something that you always got to do

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