Take My Life

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God take my life
I don't wanna live twice
I'm on my knees
Begging for you advice
God take my life
I'm not alright
I've worked so hard
Not to sacrifice
Why have I been stuck
In the same exact drought
I've been walking at a pace
Looking for a way out
It's like I'm hoping
For that answer
Even though
I'm full of doubt
Cause I've been thinking thoughts
That I would never go about
Like what if I were stronger
Would I go down the same route
Or what if I was weaker
Would opponents take me out
I guess that I've been struggling
Looking for some clout
My name's been dragged so god damn far
It's time for Andrew to break out 
Like
They think I'm played like a game right
I'm not in it for the fame like
I've been burning inner flames like
Waiting for that perfect frame like
Mentally I'm not sane right
I'm just a lucky one that got depressed
So I could make rhymes
They don't really know that recording
Ain't a good time
When your deep in thought
The lyrics are your life
God take my life
I don't wanna live twice
I'm on my knees
Begging you for advice
God take my life
I'm not alright
I've worked so hard
Not to sacrifice
Do you know what it takes
To wake up every day
With emotional pain
Thinking that I'm never good enough
That I'm always in the way
That my friends are out to get me
Cause I'm not one of the same
And I'm passing all the tests of the mentally insane
It's like a dagger in my chest
That gets further everyday
That your family supplies the knife
But then ask if you're okay
It's like the last piece of innocence
Is crumbled up and thrown away
It's like
Why am I here if I don't want to stay
Lately my life has been feeling so grey
Down on my knees and my hands and I pray
My bodies eroding like ice in the day
Waiting I'm waiting
They all think I'm faking
I try writing music
My mind keeps on shaking
I've created a fiend
An attention for patience
Now patiently waiting
I'm making it daily
I need a response
Cause my timing is crazy
Only 19
And I've been through hell lately
Been speaking to God
I'll introduce you to Hades
I'm trying to leave
But my mind has been lazy
I've done all I could
But I'm lost in my way
Try fighting the demons
When you know em by names
A dream ain't a dream
Till you follow the space
Whenever I sleep
I wake up the same
God take my life
I don't wanna live twice
I'm on my knees
In the afterlife
God take my life
I'm not alright
I've worked so hard
Not to sacrifice

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