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The Josh Dion Band is a musical group based out of New York City led by singing drummer/songwriter Josh Dion. The group is commonly associated with the rock n' roll/Americana genres of music. more »

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I smoke to forget the choices i made
Depression had me tweaking ya boy was goin insane
Kicked out of college with a noggin full of knowledge was a pain
I wont acknowledge its was hard I'm being honest
Tucked all my pain behind a convincing smile knowing all the 
While my feelings were just to volatile
Pushed away the girl i wanted marry
Bought a ring everything then shit got hairy
Worst part about it was all my fault
Lashing out at others like wild beast caught
I never wanted to be the nigga to ruin things
Think of other outcomes like a bunch of deleted scenes
I didn't know i was sick
Tryna hold life together while my mind goes to shit
And i still failed anyway
Way it all ended left my mind in a broken state

Everything so right went so wrong
How can i leave my pain in these songs 

Isolated from the folks i loved the most
I did yall wrong i know i did the fucking most
Thoughts of suicide since i was eighteen
Hopin i would die and shit woul end like bad dream
I see y'all doing good and im happy y'all happy
Y'all deserve the best yall can have it with out me
1 attempt, 2 attempts, 3 attempts what the f*ck 
Why this blade never cutting deep enough
F*ck it imma starve myself
That one almost did it then my teammates came to fuckin help
Heart wants to live mind wants to die
Always in pain im crying why
Why do i even bother to try?
Why are these pains all in my life?
Why did i handled everything so wrong?
Why am i here writing this fuckin song?

Everything so right went so wrong
How can i leave my pains in these songs

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