Storm After the Calm

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The past seems 
So much brighter 
Searching for a lighter 
Smoke my pain away 
To try to find the words 
To say, do you remember 
Love, the sunny weather 
Memories do fade 
And feelings aren't forever 
No 
You can't control 
The ball will keep on rollin 
Sisyphus' stone 
And know 
You'll bear the load 
Until the final blow 
Will take you to the stone 

They say that my life 
Is quite strange 
They say I'm insane 
I'm not sure I disagree with them 

Searchin for a pulse 
My life brought to a halt 
Depression takes the wheel 
Exploiting a fault 
My mind begins to wander 
Set and setting somber 
I begin to feel 
The things I wish 
Weren't real 
No 
You can't control 
The world will keep on spinnin 
Killin time again 
And know 
You've got to go 
Through hell and back 
To show yourself 
That you can grow 

They say that my life is quite strange 
They say I'm insane 
I'm not sure I disagree with them 

And that's when I started to tune out 
My life beginning to pass me 
Like a teacher sick of teaching 
The fire in their eyes turned to glass 
And I never really understood the rush 
The hustle and bustle 
Like moths to the flame 
Seemingly unaware of impermanence 
And I'd like to say I know all to well 
But the truth is I never really caught up with it 
Perpetually stuck beneath the muse 
That hook deep in my back 
Reminding me I have no power 
Only Struggle 
And the more I struggle 
The deeper it goes 
Until finally it bursts through my chest 
Like my heart when I see your name 
In a queue of texts marked received 
And maybe then, if I'm lucky 
The beat will slow to a stop 
And I can finally get some sleep 

Turn around point your back to me 
Turn the light on let me see 
How these things destroy thee 
Carefully carefully 
Mentioning all your dreams 
Everything that you hold dearly 
Carefully carefully 
Disown me let me be 
How these things linger on 
Tearing through gradients 
Red to blue 
Wishing you had never met me 
wishing you had eyes to see 
Rootuval evil rippin hearts carelessly 
The Rootuval evil rippin carelessly 
To help me breathe 
Whispering words you want to hear 
In the fear that you walk away 
Turn the page 
Elevate from this place through the grey

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