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At the time of this rhyme
Years till I'm 30 is 9
Got a billboard in my city 
Only real ones rolling with me
Coldest since I was  a kid
Dreams of making it big
I Remember being 13 bumping that Lil Wayne
Thinking one day
I'll be young money 
Swimming in honeys
Funny
Cus Momma knew then I was trynna be something I wasn't
She said boy you better stop cussing
Start talking about what you know quit bugging
And at first it really fucked me up
Thinking you my mother why you trynna shut me up
But honestly all of love yeah It wasn't tough
Most of it was deep from in her guts
Knowing what I would become
That's round same time I met Rmani
Middle school days acting rowdy
In our science class decided we was family
And that was the only thing we can be
Man I wish we would've had a plan b
Pause
Cus things turned out the different as I recall

We start rapping more that Summer going to high school
Days spent with Mikey D trynna be cool
Rapping bout things we thought were cool
Again not realizing what we were getting into
As they year grew on so did our hardships
Prolly cus of different classes
Either way when the year ended
You went to a different school now I'm trippin
My best friend is so far away
I couldn't see you everyday
Some how our friendship never fade away
The following summer we got back to grind
Everyday putting quarters together to just get high
Prerolls cus we was to young to cop blunts
Maybe that was the earliest sign of what's to come
I dropped Rap is passion feeling like the one
Meanwhile you was learning logic like the back of your hand
Recording hits in your room Momma listened
Damn
As high school went on and finished I stepped back for a minute
Focused on education you was stacking them payments
Then a year or so after graduation 
Linked up a couple times laughed about old times man it's sublime
Unreal how it feel to rerun this memory reel
I remember  that Call was colder than motherfucking steel
Turn on the tv my big bro caught body
Wtf you mean ain't no way my 

Face feeling real soggy
I was flying out to NYC in a week
Feeling weak
Called my momma and she weeped
Called my momma searching for relief
I wrote song after song tryna expel 
These feelings I couldn't detail
On pen and paper how ironic 
Round that time I started getting heavy with chronic
Trynna numb myself from the problems
Alternative facts couldn't live without em
Realizing my loyalty got clouded
My connotation was coward
Just tried to bottle it up and focus on funds
That just put me in a deeper plunge
Moved away from home to Tampa bay sun
Almost lost my life due to depression
God bounced me back to what I am today
A blessed sinner trynna tell yah my story(stor-ray)
Always felt so home alone in my conscious
A loner trynna figure out this nonsense
That we call life but i haven't found the process
That truly helps me rectify my wrongs and
Push in to a better future
So I hope this tape acts as a suture
To help me heal all the wounds of those dead and gone
And leave they entities and memories up in This song
To my family and friends thank you for staying strong
And always pushing me to go for the long
The realest truths come from the deepest lies
And the truth is I'm beaten down and broken inside
I promise to give my all until the day I die
I promise to always speak my truth until my soul arise
Through the highest of highest
Forever immortalized

It's Kev

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