Fear/Alright

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Yeah I'm the kid that the cop hurt
That bitch is a coward
Don't talk about me or talk to me 
Leave me alone I'm stern like Howard
Everyone i know picked on me
For years, they devoured
Me, my name, i had no friends, i had to scour
For someone to like me
Ended up saying f*ck them, who's my best friend
ME
Liz has always been there, but the cold shoulder is what she gave me
I locked my door when i got home
My Mom would ask, what i told
I was napping or had a cold
Its like i wasn't in control
I lived with a blindfold on
One day i got home, mom wasn't there
Got water poured on me, it was a dare
I heard em plotting from over here
I wanna fucking disappear
Went in my room, contemplated
Feeling nothing but devastated
Isolated, aggravated
The Thoughts in my head got me nauseated
A cut on my wrist
What i debated
The kids at school say across for attention, down for results
Grab my pocket knife and cut till i feel my pulse
Blood dripping on the floor, i pass out in it, my head hit the door
I guess this is my curtain call, i don't get no encore
I don't get no encore
I wont finish my sophomore year
I wont see my mom shed tears
I regret this already, FEAR
Bring me back Lord, FEAR
FEAR
I wake up in the hospital
Everyone's around me, I'm stuck in the middle
My mom kisses me and thanks God I'm alive
She said you cut your self bad, but you'll be alright
I look down at my arm
The cut was about 8 inches long
I start crying immediately 
I remember everything from previously
Liz and Thomas came in
Thomas said he's the one who found me and brought me here
He knew he didn't have a lot of time
He hugs me and says, Im glad you're fine
I cant comprehend, i don't really know what to say
He said

I went to your house to talk to Brenda
No one answered the door so i looked in your window
I saw you with a lot of blood under you
I went in the door picked you up and wondered who
Did this to you, he's a good kid
Then i realized you did it to yourself
Brandon, don't keep shit to yourself
Things will always get better
If you need to talk I'm here for you forever

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