Kind of Man

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Jay Russell (born January 10, 1960 in North Little Rock, Arkansas), is an American film director, writer and producer. more »

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What kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 
So what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 

Listen 
I'm just a man on a mission 
So Im speaking this out 
Now
And I don't need your
Permission 
You think ima stand
Here
In this mirror 
Positioned
Just to take a few
So I can relapse on 
My addiction
With this condition 
I have no life
Have no definition 
And f*ck these feelings
Of weakness, of unwillingly
Take a bottle to the top 
Pop some pills till you drop
Its nonstop 
But the feeling that 
You got 
You say damn 
Cause I hate the things 
That you make me do 
But I love the pain 
That you got me through 
Im going insane 
And it's overused 
But I can't 
Complain 
Cause Its all abuse
And I hate the things 
That you make me do 
But I love the pain 
That you got me through 
Im going insane 
And its over used 
When I look in the  
Mirror all I see is you 

Cause what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 
So what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 
To find me 
Ohhhh
Ohhhh 
To find me

Yea cause when I feel 
All alone 
It's just easier 
To pick you up 
Than just to pick up the phone
Ima mess now
Just rest how
Am i suppose to
hold on
If these demons I carry with me 
brings the capsules along
It just my luck 
But 
What
 If fail to fight on
Do i pack it up 
Call it quits
And then relapse 
On my own 
Or do I try to
Fight depression
When depression is
Strong
All these voices in my head
Tell me make myself gone
And I can fake it
When you ask 
I say i'm okay but I'm not
With constant battles 
In my head 
I just rather cut myself off
And all those places in my head 
Where I cannot be there alone
So when I take a few enhancements 
I feel so invincible 
So then I chop it down to powder 
Sniff it up through the right 
Or eject myself needles 
Or puff it up through the pipe
And all this weight thats on my shoulders 
Its making thats hard to stand 
I can't believe what I become 
This was never the fucking plan 
What kind of man 

Cause what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 
So what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
To find me 
To find me 

Hello my name is Jay
Umm... Im here today speaking Cuz I can't escape my demons
My demons won't let me live I just
Its seems although I just can't do anything 
I know I have to stand up for something 
Or else I'll fall for anything 
I had a great loss recently 
And it just seems as though 
The only way to get through it 
Is just through enjoyable damage 
And I can't doing this to myself 
What kind of man can do this 
I don't understand 
Help me 

Cause what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Get out of my head 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
But trouble seems 
I don't need you anymore
To find me 
So what kind of man 
Gets pleasure 
From danger 
Not looking for 
This trouble 
GET OUT
But trouble seems 
To find me 
GET OUT
To find me

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