Memory Ln.

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J-Doc

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Passengers, Thank you again for coming along this journey
Our next stop, if you glance to your left, You'll see Memory Ln
Now our hero and founder, J-Doc, he, he doesn't speak of this attraction often
As you can see, he, he's not well. He's got tattered clothes
Messy hair, and dark circles, he's crying profusely
Please direct your attention to Memory Ln

Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay

You know this story started small, iPad, with a severed dream
Back then My lyrics were predictions i would die at 17
Steady writin raps all night, thinkin bout my suicide
Thought that trapped would be the note the coroner would come to find
Audible suicide note, that was my goal
Prozac was the rifle, thats my bullet hole
People walking down the aisle, everyone i know
They all mourning at a loss at caroselli's funeral 
J-Doc, what he coulda been, thats a damn shame
Dad takes the podium and tries to try to explain
To these people who Jack was and how much love he felt the pain
And how he won't forget the picture in his head its now a stain
He said I've lost two pieces to my heart, got nothing to gain
How can I ever love again knowin my son tried to feign
Happiness and fooled us all, dont want his death to be in vein
He said it's time we took a look see what went wrong on memory lane

Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay
Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay

Why did you take my son away, if theres a God, hes castaway
Im gonna put him on blast today, needed your word youre last to say
That every little boy deserves to feel he matters way
More than some damn basket case
Explain your ways elaborate
Then my dad defers the floor to my momma and older brother
Got his hands on they shoulders ill tell you now they need each other
My mother wipes her tears, and looks over at me and shudders
Then looks at my brother then up at the crowd and mutters
My youngest Jack was perfect, now hes gone but i still need him
Id give everything on earth to have him back and get to see him
I spent nine long months making sure he came okay, and then another 18 nourishin him every day
My dad leans over holding their hands as they softly cry, he said 
Theres no doubt in his mind how much you loved him all his life
Now hes gone it feels so wrong and all my world is gonna cave
I just wish he coulda known how much we wanted him to stay
My mom looks at my brother, seems as if he hurts the most
Hes been sobbin so hard he tried to talk but quickly chokes
He gains composure, gives a sniff, as he inhales and sadness smolders
I think i can safely say I've never felt my blood run colder
He said it all happened so fast, said i was there then not in a flash
Didnt know that time together was the last
But i wish i could have it all back
Know i miss my brother, more than i can say it
We grew together with the games to play and
But now your gone im gonna keep relayin
Imma Prove to them a caroselli made it
Austin steps to the mic he says I got somethin to say
He said these past 20 months I've talked to Jack most every day
And he was my best friend that I had and hes in pain
I wish i helped him make it cuz in truth he's my escape
Then Stockton takes a turn and starts to sob as he explains
That we met when we were best friends until 8th grade
Then we grew apart it broke his heart to watch and see me fade
I just wish you were around to see the chaos we would make
Then the people form a line to come up front and pay respects
This is the last that they would see of me, I know they felt depressed
I could see it in my dad's eyes, so much of the pain 
He said I hope that one day we'll take a trip down memory lane
Goodbye

Please direct your attention
To memory lane 

Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay
Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay

See but I am proud to say, that the funeral was fake
And my daddy never watched his heart go with his boy and break
I am very much alive, with no plans to change that vibe
Even though it can get rough and i forget from time to time
Who i am and why im here, see my mission its so clear
I'm a spokesman through this music for the people feeling fear
Of their school, or a bully, or their mind or career
You can drop your fuckin baggage at the door when you come here 
Imma make this place a safe one for you and your friends to cheer
You can cry, you can leer, im happy to lend an ear
We protect our damaged peers if they ever shed a tear
Cuz its Rap Lovecraft simply put, were top tier
Sure I'm lame, but when i got a song on my brain
Gotta take every chance to keep the plane that i maintain
Gotta find the bane and make sure every part of it is slain
And when we make it we can take a look at memory lane

Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Please Please
Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay
Please
Please direct attention down decrepit memory lane
Just a suicidal kid who said i'll make it big some day
Steady managing my empire, dad look what i made
All because the lonely kid who wrote the raps opted to stay

This is just the story of what could have happened 
If I didn't find this
If I didn't do this, then I shudder at the thought
Of what could have happened
Thank you to everybody who saved me
I love you with all my heart

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