Masochistic Nostalgia Machine

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Discordianism is a set of ideas based around the mythology and associations of Eris, the Greek goddess of strife and discord, and variously defined as a religion, philosophy, paradigm, or parody religion. It was founded after the 1963 publication of its "holy book," the Principia Discordia, written by Greg Hill with Kerry Wendell Thornley, the two working under the pseudonyms Malaclypse the Younger and Omar Khayyam Ravenhurst. The religion has been likened to Zen based on similarities with absurdist interpretations of the Rinzai school, as well as Taoist philosophy. Discordianism is centered on the idea that both order and disorder are illusions imposed on the universe by the human nervous system, and that neither of these illusions of apparent order and diso… more »

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I can't escape, you're in my blood
This imagery is torturous
It's consuming me
It's too clear, too sharp, too cutting

I'm not really here
And I'm not the same
It keeps coming back, and I can't shut it off, and it won't let me go
This hole in my chest
Sequential, recurring, numb, empty, alone

I've made a whore out of recalling
Decompressing all my warnings
This masochistic nostalgia machine does nothing to console me
I hallucinate you
Shut it off, just fucking shut it off

I'm not really here
And I'm not the same
It keeps coming back, and I can't shut it off, and it won't let me go
This hole in my chest
Sequential, recurring, numb, empty, alone

How the hell'd I wind up in this mess
(Which roads, which paths?) 
You're the only thing I've got left
(And you're haunting my mind!) 
Every step I take I see ghosts
(And they're following me) 
Get the f*ck out of my bones
I'm not really here
And I'm not the same

I'm not really here
And I'm not the same
It keeps coming back, and I can't shut it off, and it won't let me go
This hole in my chest
Sequential, recurring, numb, empty, alone

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