Distracted
Livid
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Distracted I'm racking my brain tryna get back in The state that I can rap in But I ain't about the back end If I could just take a fraction of these fragments Put it to use and get it established I been a prick just like a cactus They wanna put a pin in my casket But they can't be the nail and not the hammer Cuz they ain't never had to try and fail without the answers They ain't have their ego turn so frail and just abandon Their whole fucking persona Then just bail and fucking vanish But I have And sometimes I see red just like a wine glass So I ask myself exactly where I lost my mind at Rewind back to the time that I fell down on my neck Just like that, can't turn my head, tears ran to my eyes fast I started freaking out, the school nurse called my momma She strapped me in the car took me to the hospital The doctor ordered a CAT scan They put me in, real tight, so I felt claustrophobic All to tell me it's good news, the results were A pinched nerve in my neck Get home, I sit there and I rest Not knowing that shit was about to hit the fan My dad came in the room, turned his head to give me a glance He said "why ain't you in school? You sick or somethin?" Told him "I got hurt in gym class, the doctor said it's nothing" Before I knew it he was flipping out Fucking shit up through the house He was yelling shit was loud My momma packed our bags and calmed me down He's still yelling Off to grandmas house, just like that we just left him Shit burned in my brain, I can still see all the images Him going insane screaming now there ain't money for Christmas I felt bad, like shit because I thought the shit was my fault We came home the next day, some holes through the dry wall I don't blame him, I get it. Life's hard, money's stressful Trying to keep us together, at the same time be successful And now I'm chasing this dream and I get a taste of this shit myself And I don't got no kids, so I only pay for myself Now multiply that shit by four All the shit that you could buy before is out the door And you're just tryna stay a week ahead and now a new bill from the hospital is lying there in your name Shit I'd be pissed too All the shit he went through just to make sure we was good Food up on our plates and every game that one of us had he'd break his fucking back just to get to So anything you may have gotten wrong, I forgive you It's all because of you that I'm the man that I grew into Without you I don't know what I would be And sometimes I think about the day that I won't have you in my life And that shit fucking breaks my heart Cuz you did more than play your part You were what I wanted to be when I grew up, say no more But that's probably where it started Lost my mind, went retarded Now you say the wrong thing to me, I just flip and they're the target I'm the marksman, I'm not done I just started Bitch you can't turn off this faucet I just thought if I did everything like him I'd be better off like him I'm competitive like him I got a temper just like him It's all clicking, perfect sense Gotta be my own person Gotta be alone, perfect I'm an introvert to start with so this shit shouldn't affect me People are the only fucking thing that seem to test me Especially when all I'm doing is tryna be the best me But all these fucking people seem to line up and address me And ask me what my plans are? Exactly what I stand for? You happy? You sad? We can't really seem to tell Like nah I'm fucking pissed right now, somebody get me a belt Why don't I get any help? Why did God send me through Hell But I don't wanna be whining why me, so I'ma get it myself Nothing new to me This hollow feeling's getting fucking used to me But God forbid if I'm not there for someone else How fucking rude of me Like I'm playing Survivor, but with no fucking immunity I'm through with these intrusive dreams I'm used to being used but we won't go there I know there ain't nobody in this lane that can touch me Let 'em hate, let 'em judge me But they can't take nothing from me All the fame and the money is as fake and disgusting As the people that'll change in a fucking millisecond just to gain something from it F*ck it I'ma get it by any means necessary I sincerely vow to make something of myself Or die in the process of trying to financially secure my family What?
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