FEAR

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Ain't never really been afraid
Until now
(I might pull a pistol out to-)
I can't get shit right
I'm only diligent at dodging dilemmas
And dealing with people I dislike
I can't get shit right
My depression done got me pressured
I might pull a pistol out to end this life
I can't get shit right
Ain't never been in no relationship
That lasted
All of them open casket
Always blowing a gasket
Honestly shit got taxing
Sick of being romantic
You could never fathom
Raymond working Uber
Tellin' me to Lyft the spirits
I pick up a case of tequila distilled
And kill it
There's issues I had to deal with
Done suppressing those feelings
In a world where they judge me
I was skipping court hearings
Unhappily coherent
A deceiving appearance
You see the smile
Just know it was stitched on like veneers
I do better alone
Done pissed off all my peers
Shit is really a movie
I missed my own premiere
F*ck a social life
At the Freeman's every Tuesday
Hitting open mic
Ever since I was a youngin
I would hold on tight
To those dreams, aspirations
Thought I'd smoke a pipe
To keep the mind in a better state
Elevate, elevate
What's a fear at heaven's gate
Duties that I delegate
Nun to interrogate
I'm open book
Coldest look when replaying
These memories
Traumatizing shit
Walk in my shoes
Kill some enemies
Buck fifty's and bullet wounds
Swiss blade
Quick fade
Fencing hoppin'
Getaways
Footrace
Wadn't no way to escape
Who I saw in the mirror
Manic episodes
Dealing with the stress got severe
Evil coursing through me
All the while I'm flirting with fear
FEAR
False evidence appearing real
FEAR
Feeling energy anxiously rear
FEAR
Hidden in those places unseen
Is there anybody here?
When I pray
I'm the only one I hear
Lost my way
Harder looking in the mirror
I won't break
But I'm struggling with fear
Is there anybody here?
When I pray
I'm the only one I hear
Lost my way
Harder looking in the mirror
I won't break
But I'm struggling with–
Fear
Fear I die to gnosis
Knowledge of the flame
Speaking to him like Moses
F*ck a diagnosis
Psyche gifted
So they gon stunt it with prescriptions
Balance metaphysics and religion
Paddle through this ocean
Felt the waves overwhelm me
Feeling awfully broken
Floating
Through this cosmic storm
Fasting regularly
But eventually even I
Was ever-seeing
And never perceiving
Leading by example
Is difficult while grieving
Why leave it to Jesus?
The truth lies in you
I was out of alignment
Took time to broaden the view
Cities lie in ruin
Yet very few recognize
Hell is in our midst
Knew a woman who was blind
Miracle of nature
Unfolds and opens her eyes
Standing outside
In the dead of the night
Saw every single star
Fall out the sky
As it is written
"In the clay, god and man
Shall be bound,
To a unity brought together
So that to the end of days
The Flesh and soul
Which in a god have ripened –
That soul in a blood-kinship be bound."

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