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The Ginga, Trial

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Two weeks ago I woke up at night at three o'clock and I felt like I was in hell
I hope I don't scare anybody saying that. And I remember this saying like
Face your pain, feel your pain, feel your pain. And I wasn't sure how to do that

I can already tell that my foot hasn't even left the bed yet
Laying here not willing to let any positive vibes set yet
I don't want to adult, f*ck this, I don't feel like I rest yet
I don't want to lay here either, tell me why I haven't got dressed yet
Cause the world been weighing on me, I'm supposed to be the leader, keep laying on me
I just want to disappear, take a ride, just vanish. And I keep to myself
Most people never understand it. Like everything on my nerves now
Why the f*ck the sky blue and why the f*ck the damn birds loud
It's absurd how, feeling like I want to see the whole fucking world burn down

Cause I woke up feeling all broke up, feeling all blue
I better keep to myself cause I won't take it out on you
Maybe I can hide, I can go and take a ride, I don't know what I'ma do
To the world, not today, I don't feel like fucking with you

Eyes wide open, the story of my life veils me
What is suffering? It's what today will bring
Thoughts assault, sickness and fault layering
In this vault like mind, I default to savoring pain and it ails me
Insidious, toxic inner talk, considering not
Preceding narcotic-less cause this diagnostic seems
Even when not, triggering hideous optics
I still be focusing on hopelessness and catastrophic topics
Who's this
I'm you, I'm what the truth is
Prove it
Bro, you're not your thoughts, you're what's aware of
Dude, it's like this is something I already knew but forgot
I know, you're not your feelings, don't be scared of them
I'm not
Pure knowing is you, what you saw in the mirror was it
And the story of you is more like something you wear on it
And the plot and the scene doesn't affect the screen, it's God's dream

So I decided to stay with my breath, just to focus on my breath
And I started like dropping back into myself
Until I was in the space of peace and fulfillment
Then I actually was the space of fulfillment
And peace

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