Chasing Clouds

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So tell me, it's been 14 years already, and it's hard to believe you're still here
I mean, how are you coping, are you getting through the days at least
Talk to me dude, please
I'm, chasing clouds
Yeah I'm, not coming down
I woke up from a coma
Just staring at the white walls
Then someone comes over
He's awake, I hear the nurse call
Do you know where you are
I'm in hospital clearly
Do you know what happened
I think I was in a car accident
Yeah that's right, you're okay now though
How could you say that? I know I was trapped yelling for help in the back..shh
Try and keep calm you don't wanna work yourself up too much
It's okay we've got you some drugs to help that pain fade away
It's not working I'm still in pain
Okay let's double it and see
It's not getting any better please help me
This is all we can do, triple it, way more than you should be on at 16
I'm still in so much pain what do I do, what do I do
I'm sorry but you're just going to have to push through
I'm, chasing clouds
Yeah I'm, not coming down
After a few months of this dosage, high levels of OxyContin
I started to lose my focus, developed the habit, always wanna be loaded
Years later and a few drinks down, a loaded bowl just got passed around
I light it up and I'm smoking, drinking with codeine, now I'm just floating
My nights repeat over and over
I wake up and I'm barely ever sober
Cold sweats, looking over my shoulder
Now that I'm older still wishing for that coma
I just wish that I could go back
Instead I drink until I fade to black
I take some pills and hit the sack
Hoping that I'll go to sleep and never come back yeah
They say it is what it is
That's cruel I was just a kid
It took my hope, my innocence
My will to live and now I'm doomed to sin
I gotta chase that high again
I wanna to fly again, now I gotta get it anyway I can
I'm addicted to almost everything
Even all this pain I'm in
Outta body
Suffering
Paranoia
Faulty limb
I'm addicted to, chasing clouds
Addicted to, drowning out
The painful thoughts and memories
PTSD is my enemy
There's no escaping this for me
I'm high
So please let me dream
I'm, chasing clouds
Yeah I'm, not coming down
I woke up again it's not a dream
This really happened to me
Stuck, pinned by a tree only took a couple of hours to set me free
Bleeding profusely from my wounds
All accounts I should have been doomed
I should have been pushing up Daisy's
How I'm alive is truely amazing
They kept me alive somehow
Life of pain and traumas no doubt
That's why I'm writing my music
Only thing that helps me get through that bullshit
I wanna a way out of this place
That's why I'm chasing these clouds
I'm fill with traumas and doubts
Music is my only way out
I'm, chasing clouds
Yeah I'm, not coming down
I'm not coming down

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