I don't trust myself

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God I'm so lost
Yeah, I'm living on the edge again
Why'd I let the devil in
Cause what did it cost
I'm falling deeper in my sin
My time with You is paper thin
Yeah, I know I'm worthy of Your love
But I convince myself enough
That I ain't worthy of the life I'm dealt
Yeah, I know You're calling all my bluffs
God You say that I'm enough
And I trust You but I don't trust myself
Yeah, this ain't the life I know I'm destined for
Sin controls my life so I treat God like He's my last resort
My soul was running empty and instead of calling up the Lord
I went and fueled my soul by letting satan choose my life's decor
Now I got a greed for money, fell in love with sin
Got so distracted in temptations, forgot God exists
I claimed my faith but couldn't fully openly commit
The devil even stated, I ain't really any threat to him
Wow, maybe it's time to rise up off the couch
And show the world that life with God is all that I'm about
But first I gotta move my mattress out of satan's house
And build a new foundation, without any kind of fear and doubt
I know, I've been pondering on the road
Like should I follow my heart or let God go and take control
I know He gave me free will and it's easy to let Him go
Until Jesus returns to Earth and says, you ain't someone I know
God I'm so lost
Yeah, living on the edge again
Why'd I let the devil in
Cause what did it cost
I'm falling deeper in my sin
My time with You is paper thin
Yeah, I know I'm worthy of Your love
But I convince myself enough
That I ain't worthy of the life I'm dealt
Yeah, I know You're calling all my bluffs
God You say that I'm enough
And I trust You but I don't trust myself
Yeah, was living puzzled, couldn't find no peace
Lost sight of me, dealt with some issues no one got to see
No broken love but like Laroi my heart didn't mend, it bleeds
I dreamed for moments here but feared that happiness was in the fees
It was, I paid the price to go live out my dreams
The lightning struck without a doc though, I didn't learn a thing
I let my ego take the wheel and didn't trust a team
Just me myself and I, attacking life without an angels wings
Yeah, was too blind to see
God was trying to teach
Me, I can't handle all this pressure on my own two feet
That I can't grow my faith in rows where I'm the only seat
Especially when the one inside the mirror, I cannot trust to speak
No, can't trust myself but I've been trying to change
And break the habits that's been holding me in heavy chains
Cause if you choose to love your sin, it's gonna end in pain
But if you choose to love the Lord, you'll end at Heavens gate
Yeah, everyday you gotta choice to make
Are you gon' take that call from God and walk with Him in faith
Are you gon' let him take the wheel and show what roads to take
Or let the phone ring and allow satan to control your fate

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