guilty for my disease

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Bella Wendel

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I wasn't talking
Overthinking what I wanted to speak
Though I pulled it together to make your friends happy
Though not long enough to keep you pleased
I don't feel good darling
Let me make it up to you
Lead me silently to the back room
Take everything you need to
I can be enough for you
I'll get my shit together
Get my shit together
Just stop screaming
So I can rearrange my brain
I'll get my shit together
Get my shit together
I know I can get better
But you're walking away
You make me feel guilty for my disease
You make me feel guilty for my disease
In your head it's just so easy
I can feel the pressure when I'm not happy
I wanna get better
Why don't you believe me
Do you hate me
I asked before your best friend's wedding
Knew you'd start yelling
The question was spinning
Don't know why I crave validating
You're in the middle again
I'm sorry darling
Don't say I ruined the perfect night
I know one day I could be your bride
Clean up my makeup
Learn not to cry
Just give me a second
I'll earn your pride
I'll get my shit together
Get my shit together
I know that I'm needy
But won't you please stay
I'll get my shit together
Get my shit together
Trying to get better
But why must you walk away
You make me feel guilty for my disease
You make me feel guilty for my disease
In your head it's just so easy
I can feel the pressure when I'm not happy
I wanna get better
Why don't you believe me
Does it make you feel important when I'm weak
In my worst moments
The savior that could reach
I hate that I'm so scared to leave
There's so much more out there
You won't let me see
I love you
Wanted your life to be easy
How dare I make you feel an ounce of blame
Put the fire on me
When what you did
Causes me to feel like dying
I won't say a thing
There's no reason
You should feel guilty for my disease
You should feel guilty for my disease
You should feel guilty for my disease
You should feel guilty for my disease

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