Thoughts Inside Of My Mind

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Legacy, I was born to do this

Most will tell you that they've been through it all
I won't lie that lie
But I've experienced failure from efforts when I try

Broken down to where all I wanted to do was cry
Feet dangled over the edge, thinking I was ready to die
Because I had a head full of wire
My mom would say one thing, but tell her all with her eye

All she ever wanted was better, but learn how to suffer
Ambition to some could sound like jealousy
Especially when you watching it happen for everybody
You start to wonder, are you just born to die

While others are just pure lucky
These are the thoughts inside of my mind
They say common sense isn't so common
And you start to realize that while growing

When you look around and notice only the poor ones are praying
I mean random good things are bound to happen
That don't mean it's working
But depending on how you've been brainwashed by the word

You think it all falls in line with what you heard
Most are just hedging their bets
Don't really believe
Or so unsure of what happens when you leave

Besides selfishness causing those left behind to grieve
Those don't even cherish life
Until lost to the threat of life
Then they become philosophers
Philosophizing about nothing

These are the thoughts inside of my mind
I've been contemplating lately
My mortality

What's it all worth
What's it all about
I wanna scream
I wanna shout

But everyone's looking to me
And while I can depend on nobody
I am the savior for everybody
So many dreams

So many ideas
Inside this dark room
If I was smarter
If I was stronger
If I was faster

If I was
If I was
If I was

If I was living a life worth living
Would this be the same thoughts I'd be thinking
In my heart's a heart
I know my mission

And maybe this is just
Depression talking
At least with it
I can have a conversation

With no question
Just understanding

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