I Might Never Know

Follow 0 fans

Hamza J

3:32

1 View

 The easy, fast & fun way to learn how to sing: 30DaySinger.com

I be such a happy dude yet melancholy follows
You heard all these tracks filled with confidence and bravado
That don't mean that sometimes I don't feel this little hollow
Feeling that me follow like yesterday to tomorrow
Pray we never borrow
Time cuz it is sacred even when you feel the sorrow
I cant fuckin' shake it randomly I sit 'nd wallow
Not in my own pity but it's like I got this shadow
When the sun shines it be growing even stronger
Matter under mind what don't kill you make you stronger
Yet though in this moment I just wanna feel the sadness
Scorpio me potent why I gotta act so tragic
Empty
Coldness
Hold this
Why I feel alone, why I feel so cold
I might never know
Brightness in my soul, sadness in my heart
Joggin' down the road
There be some shit I have yet to understand 'bout my life
And I know I'm just a man but I'm tryna get it right
Overseas, school trip, found God, lost my mind
Lost sight, found me, at the same fucking time
I was so confused, cuz I was so bright,
felt I had to choose, am I dark or light
I took Teagan's shoes, then left them behind
I took off my shirt, just me and the woods
Just me 'nd the curse, I ditched all the rules
Thought about my hearse, feet touching the dirt
Thinking bout the best, they were seeing worst
I couldn't explain cuz I did not understand
Traveled different plane but it fuckin' broke my head
Made me go insane devil came to me in bed
Then they locked me up 'nd next to me he loudly chants
Felt like he was tortured 'nd he wanted me to dance
Empty
Coldness
Hold this
Why I feel alone, why I feel so cold
I might never know (I might never know)
Brightness in my soul, sadness in my heart
Joggin' down the road (but I'll never fold)
I don't know
Honestly I didn't really dance with him
Actually, I sang
And he quieted
It was crazy as hard as that experience was it was enlightening
It was during that whole time that I decided I was gonna be an artist
That shit turned me into the man I am today
Into the man that I am becoming
I wouldn't change a fucking thing
That's a wrap

 Become A Better Singer In Only 30 Days, With Easy Video Lessons!