Who Am I? (feat. Karis Jade)

Follow 0 fans

FREEQUENCY3

3:20

1 View

 Watch: New Singing Lesson Videos Can Make Anyone A Great Singer

My thoughts are terrifying
They're always occupying
The way im feeling
I am trying not to die
And I am
Trapped in these four walls
From debilitating pain
Suffocating my brain

I don't mean to sound so mental
But when you dismantle my mental
It's evident these feelings are not gentle
It ain't coincidental
I found myself through temperamental highs
And lows to last a lifetime

I am who I need to be
When taken away from fake realities
People who told me that they loved me
Then were nowhere to be seen
When I was lonely
Slowly loosing patience to be alive
Loosing reasons to strive beyond the pain
Tatted on my eyes
Who am I
Who am I
FREEQUENCY3 Liv Lee
Or a lonely soul begging to be free
Freedom is a funny thing to me
You only realise you're far from freedom
When you're lonely
Isolated or trapped
And you try to adapt
But all you're left with is
An overwhelming sense of being sad
I found fatigue in being mad
Ease the tension in my notepad
I'm forced to explore what i'm here for

I tried to hide
Tied ties with the devil through the night
Momma said I'll be alright
I am more than being ignored and floored by a system
That doesn't prioritise me when I fall

All my life I feel as though I've had to fight
Now I feel like I am fighting my own insides
Tryna find serenity in hiding
But all im finding
Is anxiety
Consuming me
Im tryne fight to be a better me
But can't you see
This life was never easy
It tried, tested and teased me
My thoughts are always needy
But the music frees me
From the chambers of my mind
I am one of a kind
Helps me understand why
I got carried out my flat on a stretcher
Accompanied by a lecture
On how I can't go back
If you went back it would endanger you
Six flights of stairs is way too dangerous
So my new home became
A mattress on my momma's
Front room floor
Living became a chore
Missing the life I lived before
Now my friends are living their best life
Whilst I'm in isolation put on the strongest medication
And told to just be patient
Waiting
Waiting
Tryna find my thoughts
But they're foggy I can't find thoughts

Give a little time to me please
To breathe
To be a brighter me
To find what I can be
To find what I believe in
To take the steps I need
I need to be free from the pain that I'm feeling
I need to be free from the question cards you're dealing
Find me on my knees as I plead for release
Take me

 The easy, fast & fun way to learn how to sing: 30DaySinger.com