When you call (when you call)

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Yes, when you call, when you call, when you call, when you call
And you don't get to hear my voice anymore
Just remember that my broken soul can't hurt anymore
Nevermore, nevermore will I see all the people who said they loved me

But they hated me
My journey is no usual one
It's just a scream to try to wake you animals
Will you ever try to hear the fucking pain

That's going deep inside without your neighbor's brain
But I doubt you'll even try
But you'll try to cry when they commit suicide
You selfish dumb bastards

Do you remember all those times you fucking laughed at him
That fool's weak, he can't take his problems
I bet his mama even took him out to shower
Not even knowing as a kid the man was raped

And not because of you, he's hanging in the basement
When we see someone who can't breathe or is choking
There's almost always someone around who has been trained to perform CPR
But when we see someone having a manic episode or acting weird in public

There is often no one who knows how to handle that situation
They are often viewed as a threat or as violent
Rather than someone who needs help
Dear family, this isn't anyone's fault

So try not to blame yourselves
But the reality is that my fight was one that was never going to be won
I tried to make everything as pleasant and quick as possible
I hope this scene doesn't burden you because I don't want to leave trauma and hurt

I'm just sick of being the good guy
Sick of no one caring about how I am or how I feel
I'm not worth it and I know that I don't deserve anything good
Because I am shit

I have pushed away everyone that cared about me
Or that have walked out on me
And I can no longer put the burden of my life onto anybody else
I know how blessed parts of my life have been

But I can no longer find any drive or motivation to live
I have no friends, I feel so unliked and alone
I just want to always stop
No one will understand how I feel or know what it is like in my head

And if you knew, you will hate me anyway
I hope you find peace in knowing that I'm no longer in pain
That I'm no longer fighting the demons in my head
I'm not good enough

No one supports me when I tell them I want to do music
They just laugh or ignore me
To my darling little girl
This isn't your fault

Okay
Dad is sick
Very very sick
And I'm very very tired and I need to go now

I'm sorry everybody
For any pain this causes
And I pray that it's temporary
I've always tried to give the best of myself to my friends

I truly hope you can reminisce on the good and happy memories we had

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